A Summary of Doom

Prologue

Yay! I'm back! Long hiatus, yeah? I had to do my irritating + annoying trials ma!! Arrggh... Well, I think I did ok (ok only ah...omg) for all subjects except one!! Guess which? Bio! Damn bio... Actually I used to like this subject but it's became a burden when I opened my notes... to find so much that I haven't studied...! OMG!! There are a total of 4 chapters in a year... and before yesterday, I only studied like 1 chapter nia... *summore is a chapter that I had already studied for mid-year...

I know I know, I should study the chaps that I din study before... but when I opened chap 3 --> The Search 4 Better Health... It totally scared me that I din really feel like studying it...! Yeah, I know I’m an escapist... That's why I like Harry Potter so much la! lol..*

Anyway, now I'm so totally paying for it... The teacher set with questions that most ppl wouldn't think that'd come out... Meaning that he set Qs that was of not much importance... and... He totally din ask abt the immune response thingy! *I studied the whole night for it, ya know! Yalah, cannot escape forever. Had to study it in the end... and let me tell you: The immune system thing was damn complicated!! Why all the lecturers like this one? They all set Qs so different from past years one... and only this year damn hard leh... All the Qs!* I was thinking of giving a blow-by-blow account of it... Ok, here goes:

Monday --> Eng (3 papers)

I think it was ok. Though a bit rushed for time. I dunno what the ppl in charge of this exam are thinking. The time allocated is juz not enough... I mean 1 hour and 40 mins for a really diff comprehension that invigorates us abt the uses of eng language... and... a long essay abt the 5 texts we did in our course... Crazy! How to finish in time? Okie, moi did finish but it was juz in the nick of time... and normally moi have a lot of time to 'shake leg' during eng exam... Haih... Anyway that was still not so bad, paper 1...

Paper 2 was the worst... in terms of lack of time... 1 hour to write a long winded essay analyzing dialogue and a long long interview... 1 hour!! Really must be mad... I think the ppl who set this span of time must either be crazy or they can think & write at lightning speed! Whatever...

Paper 3 was the listening paper. Better compared to last time. The mid-year one, the Aussie accent was so thick that I couldn't catch much of what was happening except sumthing involving a talking kangaroo/roo! But this time although the accent was not so thick... but the Qs were kinda hard leh... and I tot I heard 'account manager' but the others insist is 'accountant' leh... Can it be considered the same?? Pls la... Dun think I will get hard marks for this paper... Oh no..! but I don't wanna talk abt it liao.. On to the next day!

Tuesday --> Physics

I think this paper was hard but I was not surprised. After doing the past years, I think this is the only paper that lives up to the past years *Meaning level of difficulty was not that different la... but IS hard la!* I have a feeling that of all my science subjects, this will confer me wif the higher marks.. I mean the others gone case liao la... Haih... Why am I so lazy? Anyway, I think it was ok-but-still-hard sort of way... Is there such a thing? Whatever. This one I’m satisfied with it. Next one leh? Let's move one..!

Wednesday --> Maths 2 units (i.e easier one)

Err.. 3 hour paper? 10 Qs..? Can do la! I got a lot of time to slowly do eh... but my frenz who were doing mathz 4 units [the hardest of all, which moi choose not to touch... Good choice, considering all things] weren't so lucky. They were in a mad rush to finish. I see their paper I will faint already la..! *Imitate faint* lol. I think this paper was ok... Satisfactory! But still harder than past year leh! Not fair! Why like this one? Some of the Qs were tricky man! But lucky that I finally tot of the solutions in the end... Phew. *Sigh of relief*

Thursday --> Chemistry & Maths 3 units

Well, I think it was still ok... Though there were a few Qs that I was not really sure. However, I'm not satisfied with it coz I had made a stupid error! I tot acetic acid is C2H5COOH but it is CH3COOH ahh!! Omg...! Such a stupid error! 3 marks bye-bye! For nothing some more...! Leela is going to scold me..! God! That day she juz scolded someone in class for it. How could I forget?? No wonder when I read C2H5COOH like a bit funny like that...!

Why din I think further? I'd have tot of it! Damn it..! First careless mistake! *Actually I think my frequency of careless mistakes had decreased significantly compared to my high sch years... so good lo...* Anyway, I think the Qs that I was sure, I was really sure... but the ones I dunno... I really dunno anything abt it! *Blank* God!! Let's juz say I'm not satisfied wif it and leave it at that ok? Arghh.

Mathz 3 units. I was kinda dreading it coz sir said that we'd not be able to finish it in time... 7 damn difficult Qs in 2 hours...! Well, I managed to finish it by racing wif time... but!..but! When I said I finished all, I meant I did until the last Qs, not do all! Coz I couldn’t do some of the harder Qs... Haih... Why did sir set so hard?? Again, another prime example that this year's papers are so much harder that past years!! So Unfair! *Gashing teeth* I skipped over a few Qs that I couldn't do. Din want to waste time on it. I think got quite a few leh... and especially the question abt induction one ahh. Dunno la. Why so strange one? Never seen such a Q before... Hmmm. Couldn't prove it...but awwks.. My smart fren also cannot do... What more me? [little me] Still, I was kinda satisfied with it in a strange kind of way...lol... Btw, something terrible happened today... but since it needs a lot of explanation, I'll talk abt in my next post... ok, next! And thk god the last!

Friday --> Biology [ I HATE it! with a fervour so passionate that it’d melt metal...]

Well, since I have make a long and passionate statement abt this stupid paper in the prologue of this long long post.. Well, I'll juz cut it short here. Hmmm. Can I say that I only slept for 1 hour the whole damn night?? Totally felt like dying. Almost bash my head into the wall coz feeling so frustrated *O.o~aggressive tendencies* I couldn’t wait for this paper to pass fast enough...! I was pretty much a zombie by then since I didn't really sleep much the past nights either...but that night was the worst...

See the dark circles under my eyes? *I normally dun have dark circles one even if I’m really sleepy... which just goes to show how seriously deprived of sleep I was...* Funnily now I feel really wide-awake and still got energy to type this long long post summore... haha...

Anyway, I think I can safely conclude that biology is not my favourite subject anymore... Out!! I mean I like learning abt bio stuff but studying for it is totally another thing altogether... OMG! I can also safely hazard a guess that bio will also be my worst subject in this series of trials... and what a way to go! [a bit paiseh, coz mid-year my bio was one of the highest. Now become so charm.. I feel really ashamed of myself.

The same goes for mathz 3 units. Although I dun feel ashamed about it la... coz I did do my best for that one...] *Sigh of relief coz end of terrible harrowing trials... and another sigh of regret coz I din prepare properly for it... Is anything new? The only time I really prepared for an exam was the spm... and look what I got... lol*

Epilogue

Gotta end this soon or it will be damn long already. Tonight going to a fren's party. Actually it is a surprise party thrown for her by her parents... So lucky! Her parents sound really liberal. Unlike 2 parents that I happen to know really well...lol... Anyway, I think the lecturers were plain cruel becoz:

• They set papers that were different from past years in terms of level of difficulty and type of questions... Argghhh...

• They on the air-conditioner so cold until that I swear that I would had turn to ice had I not bring in a jacket... and it was still SO very cold! My hands were practically freezing. My fren said her teeth was chattering lo... Dunno why they dun adjust the air-con... or maybe becoz it is a central air-con, so cannot be adjusted? *Brrrrzz* So chilly! Refer to lydia's post abt it, juz click here. And since I was not in my best health due to severe lack of sleep, I think that the chill did not contribute to my well-being... Arrgghh *Gashing my poor chattering teeth*

• Let me tell u, staying awake to the wee hours of dawn to study a damn subject is totally not a pleasant enterprise that one should attempt to undertake... Desperately try to warm hands but rubbing them together but to no avail...*

Awwks... Enough with the mumble-jumbo... Gotta say tataz now! Will elaborate abt the 'terrible incident' on Thursday in the next post... Neways, will post this up later coz the stupid streamxy cannot work la... Alwayz no connection one... Damn!

Impending Doom...*Doomed*

Well, the title of this post doesn't really cheery or optimistic, does it?

*Everyone nods vigorously*

That's because I'm so dead...! Ok ok. Point taken. If u've read my past posts... That's becoz i can't finish studying for my trials!!

YIKES! Help me pls...

Tommorow we'll be facing english! And I haven't studied for it yet! Oh dear. Not to mention the three dreaded science subjects that I still haven't managed to finish...OMG! I have tried my best *Yeah, I did! Ok... Sometimes, I slipped up a bit...like now!! Still blogging, huh?*

But whatever... I dunno what to say except I feel like ranting and raving like a girl gone crazy!

Why do I alwiz procastinate..??

And why do I alwiz regret it before the tests?

And then swear I'd study harder next time [study smarter also can la.. suka you!] but everytime, after the tests, I will forget and I'll break my oath...argghhh!!!! And then I'd regret the next time tests come ambling along again... *Sigh*

Why are tests set to ruin my life? [Pls excuse my insane ramblings..since deep down in my consciousness, I know tests are a must in life...haih...]

Life still goes on. *Huge sigh*

This is no one's fault but mine... lol. At least I can still laugh about it la..

HP6's explanation..pretty good!

Not gotta say much coz lack of time...

Neways... Was browsing when I found this cool site about Harry Potter & The Half-Blood Prince.

If u want to know why XX killed XX, juz go to this site... The explanation is brilliant!*Makes me happier all of a sudden* Juz click the link below... However, be warned. If u dun want spoilers... Don't click... or proceed at your peril... *Muahaha*

http://www.livejournal.com/users/garlandgraves/3409.html

Still, you should have finish reading by now... Any true harry potter fan! lol... Anyway, dun say I didn't warned you, okay?

The Un-Spectacular Spectaculars

Walao! Watched the Malaysian Idol results show yesterday but din feel like blogging until now... man!

Let me tell you! dat was one lousy spectacular! Totally un-spectacular at all! *Excuse the pun pls* Why? You might ask? (for the ppl who din see the show)

Well, let me tell you: This is juz the first spectacular and they already voted 2 of the best singers out!!!!!! Crazy! This is not my opinion either, the judges agree with me too...

I wonder what happen to the smart ppl voting here! what happened? i feel like bellowing.

But nothing can be done.

Poor Atilia & Trish. I think they didn't think they'd be out so soon (Atilia maybe coz she was crying prior to the anouncement. I think she knew her fate. Probably something to do with the Looks Vs Voice dialogue that Paul Moss was harping abt. Guess he was right after all. What to do, humans are superficial creatures... Ok, I'm not excluding myself too. I did not vote for them instead I choose farah instead..)

But notwithstanding the fact, there were other ppl that definitely did not belong there. For example--> Ash & Ejay? *I'm saying this tentatively coz I'm afraid of hatemail... Awwks, send it on.. Wait, you dun have my email, do you? Aikz!*

Anyway, in my opinion, the worst contestant was ash... He's totally lousy! Din do well at all the whole round. If he's like din do well one or two times, that's still ok wif me... but everytime? That's a bit too much, ya know? But whatever... probably ppl are going for his looks and all.. *Sigh* whatever...

Anyway I think he should be out the first time. But sadly it as not to be... and Ejay was much better than him la... but din quite make tha cut la... and inserting that glass-breaking tone ala mariah carey is attention grabbing and all but not appropriate right at the beginning at the song la! But each is entitled to one's opinion...

Still she was a much better choice than Ash! [Guess that I dun really like ash? Well, his attitude doesn't make him really endearing too la. But I hope he will be kicked out next time! or i'll seriously say that we malaysians really "mata koh stamp" la... Translation: eyes are glued shut by stamps.. Funny I know...lol..]

Ok... Gotta stop this ranting already. Anyway, dun agree with what I say? Send in the hatemail, let me amend, since you dun have my email and I wouldn't dream of providing you with it... Well, you are perfectly at liberty to leave me comments/complaints at the link below or the chatterbox at the side...

Help yourself! Tata!

Dead...so Dead!!

Now it's study break...! And I'm panicking....

Why? Of coz I can't finish studying in time for da big finale next week!!

HELPPPPPPPPP!!

How can we finish 3 science subjects (da worst!), mathz (Still ok gua...but dunno..coz I take harder maths ah. See how during test lo! Ah!!) and eng (Damn diff since got a lot of parts eh...and moi din really prepare for it ahh...!!) in a mere 9 days??? Seeing that 2 days have already passed... and the crawling rate at I'm going... I can safely say i wont be able to finish on time unless I buck up!! but's it's difficult ya know.. Seeing tat I'm a professional procastinator and all...lol. [Refer past post.. Haven't figured how 2 link previous posts yet... Anyone care 2 teach me?]

So what am going to do? Help!!! SOS!! Ok. I better calm down or I will have a heartattack in front of the computer... No kidding.

*Take in deep breaths*

Ok. Better now. Hyperventilating juz now... Aikz~

Well, I guess I juz have to do my best! Yes! Try my best! But I do hope I will do well, u know, coz this test is gonna be really important for me to get into the university of my choice.. Haih... help! Who do I have to blame except me for not studying regularly.*Well, that'd be totally unusual for moi, ya know.. I meant studying regularly*

I guess I will try 2 pray that I do well gua [never been this religious eh..lol..] Juz hope that the fact that I have tried to pay attention in class without falling asleep will pay off..! Hope... hope [Btw, note that the imp word here is 'tried'. Meaning that sometimes I had failed terribly in my mission. Well, I'm juz human ah.. Ok, that's a lousy excuse... Aikz]

Gtg already. I meant blogging here is a precious waste of my time ah... Yup yup! Have to force myself to hit the books already! [Btw, why do I study so slowly? I can't seem 2 concentrate la...]

Before I go, let me reiterate: I'm dead! So dead! Help!! =(

Ps1 ~ Well, let me announce sumthing that you all already know: The computer is an evil thing... *you will sure know why la*

Ps2 ~ Btw, got scolded by dad early in the morning. He came in to call my sis 2 to wake up. My sis being still sleepy kicked the cupboard in a mighty kick (bam!) and I woke up & shouted: "What the hell?" *Ok, I forgot myself. Shld not had swore in front of my parents. At least I din say WTF... Thk god* Anyway, was scolded for my use of language... [Hey, I wasn't really awake, you know. So I din really know what I was doing ma. And I dun like ppl interuppting my beauty sleep either.. lol.]

Yoohoo!

Today is tuesday... Period. Not going 2 say much except that it had been kinda stressful these few days...

We're at a crisis ~ short of time!! *Quote courtesy of leong..*So much to do and so little time!! Haih!!!

And! Still I'm here today! Still blogging!! Oh dear.. Feeling kind of guilty, you know... But I gotta relax a bit... Really! Coz these few days I have been having chest pain... [Yeah, I asked my dad d.. He said: "Not to worry. Juz muscle pain" before waving me away again... *Big sigh*]

Okie, it isn't that bad...and actually I think I'm not that stressed la.. I mean if I was really that stressed I'd be slogging at my books then, wouldn't I?? But here I'm always wasting my precious time away before regretting later.. I think I shld change my nick to "The Procastinator" ade (not the Terminator okay?)... Lydia would totally understand me, do you Lyd??

How abt a new Procastinators Club huh? Not a bad idea... Though it'd be hard to get the club off since all the members'd be procastinating at getting the appropriate things done, right? Go figure!

Well, I think I better stop here liao.. Maybe I really shld start hitting the books d!! *Actually, I know what my problem is -- I juz can't motivate myself enough to open the damn books!!

And becoz of my guai guai face, ppl think I've already started studying a lot ade!! [Huh? Crazy arr?] Wait! Dun judge a book by its cover okay?? =(*

Whatever...!

Gotta go! Ciao!

PS ~ Don't think my face is guai kia face? Leave a comment lo! lol. Btw, this post is super lousy leh... The ultimate crap available here! Yoohoo!

Lousy Sunday.. Wasted As Usual.

Aikz... Actually it wasn't really lousy. My sunday, I meant, in case you were wondering. Juz damn boring only.

Anyway, my morning was spent in usual laziness (well, it IS sunday ah..) juz lazing around doing god-knows what... And my afternoon was not really productive since I spent a good part at this "Medical Physics" talk.

Ok, to be honest this talk was quite okay, considering the scale of boringness *especially compared to the first two talks...* The talker was kinda funny (considering again the other 2 talks I attended) Anyway, I learnt a little I guess.. Only that after the session, I got "pening kepala" since I dun really like concentrating and listening to things that I only know a little... The talker only talked abt it generally ma. Din really go in depth, leading to us inti ppl getting a bit disconcerted & dazed. Aikz. Nvm la.

Only think dat da time could be better utilized paying of my sleeping debt [Walao! Still sleep not enuf meh? Recently, juz start studying then alwiz fall asleep almost a few minutes later.. Horliao lo! Textbooks are surely the next new lullaby! I'm going to patent it!! lol.]

Anyway, I dunno what I'm going to crap here wo... Lemme think & see..

AHA! I remembered something! Mmr leong was SO funny on friday!! He was talking abt atoms and all when a fren was asking a few funny but admitedly silly questions. So leong was juz blabbling a few answers to keep him happy... But to his embarassment & our immense amusement, he blabbled until dunno talk about what bio stuff la...

(I think he said something strange/wrong, which arr? Take your pick lo) and we gave him this "Huh?!" faces that he said: "Harr? Wrong arr?" and hid his chin behind a piece of paper... *IT WAS SO COMICAL, YOU KNOW!*

I dunno how to describe to you so that you readers would guffaw at this but I tell you it was priceless!! But I guess you juz gotta be there to know how damn funny was it!!

Ok, nothing much to say ade... Got nothing else to relate anyway. So I will get off the bandwagon here then! Tatz!

Frustration Not The Way To Go! Attitude The KEY!

Haih.. A bit lazy to blog... Coz too frustrated over Bio mini (Major la! Bluff ppl meh?) project... Totally have no idea how to do! *Dunno why I chose the hardest part for myself... Aikz..!*

Anyway, feeling a little better now coz ask fren in college how to write the part for discussion so now have a better inkling of how to go abt it.. but still! Why the lecturers always ALWIX give assignments when it is near tests? DAMN Crazy la! But I have complained abt this before so I won't go on & on...!

Anyway, I noticed that maybe it IS da Attitude that you faced life with that determines how your day will be... When I go to college with a smile on my face, everything juz seems better... But if I go with a moody-dun-bother-me-look, I will surely have a totally lousy day. I guess it's true then. Haha.. So maybe I ought to try to brighten myself up each morning. Not much of a chance seeing how sleepy I'm these days... *Sigh*

Hope that my trials will pass by quickly [Hope I do well too. My entry to the uni of my choice depends on this.. *crosses fingers*]

*Pe@c3* to the world... May our souls be happy..! (lol)

I'm So Angry...! :O

Some bloody guy is totally ruining my day! He's so damn annoying!!!

Do you know what he did?

He put spoilers (!!!) for Harry Potter & the Half-Blood Prince in his nickname for msn messenger! I feel like strangling him around his neck...

Damnit!!!!!! *&%^$#!@#!

There! I had make it PG-13! He put XX killed XX in his damn nick! *Ya, I know. I'm not that bad to spoil it for you Harry Potter fans out there... Of coz, you'd already know that someone important will die in book 6 la...*

My blood is boiling now... Reaching max point! I wouldn't mind it so much if it had been another book or that the spoilers were more minor! But this is major! Especially since the character is so important too..! Damn him... This hasn't been the first time d... So insenstive guy... :O

I gotta pour my feelings out or I'd burst...

He totally ruined book 6 for me!!!!

First time I ever regretted onlin-ing... Remind me to stay away from the internet the next time book 7 comes out, okay? Coz I'm not going to let anyone spoil it for me, ever! I'll shut myself in my room and read until I finish if that's what it takes!!

Stupid Stupid!! [Can you feel how angry I'm? Good. At least you understand.. Unlike someone I know, who totally broke the sacred code of honour for readers!

DAMN DAMN, can't seem to find any more swear words that would make my blog still PG-13.. Arggh!!]

Whatever. I'm signing off now. Too angry to write anymore... I totally hate jerks like him... ARRGGGHH!! T_T

Funny Mathz Class

Hmmm... Today, maths class was really funny! Mr Goh was nice enough to let us relax for a while since it's Friday and all, besides it's the last class for most ppl (Lucky them! I got icky LAN class summore... I really hate Msian Studies arr!!)

Anyway, the ppl in the front row were teasing a guy and a girl *They're trying to match-make them NOT according to their wishes and Mr Goh was joining in the fun too! Walao! Will refain from mentioning names here* Well, it's kinda complicated to explain here...so...as usual I won’t! Haha. And we're laughing and all... [I think I cricked my neck laughing too hard... Ouch!]

Anyway, the other funny thing was when Mr Goh was asking our opinion abt the Prom King & Prom Queen thingy. He wanted to know who was the popular choice apparently. Lolz. Well, there're currently 4 nominees for Prom Queen and 3 nominees for Prom King (to date) and he wanted to know whose chances were better. After asking our opinion, which we gave pretty "generously", he concluded that:

• For Prom King, the chances for a particular guy is like nil *Mainly due to the fact that he's so thick-skinned that he asked ppl to nominate him when ppl were reluctant to... Aikz! and also because his behaviour wasn't really what you'd call normal to start with. Dun shoot me! I'm just the messenger, ok? This were what my findings say la. From conversations with several ppl... Ah, I’m not prejudiced. This survey is complete and really comprehensive because I had included ppl of different social strata in it...lolz*

• The other guys were ok. I meant their chances. But Mr Goh said he sensed an imbalance in the forces (pardon the pun, I just couldn't resist...) --> meaning that we had a strong preference for a certain nominee.. Well, well...that's life...!

• And, for Prom Queen, Mr Goh said that he wasn't sure who'd win since we apparently did not have a strong preference for either of them... So true. I don't even know who to vote for myself. Must think it over. Give it some thought. Do these Prom Kings and Queens need any special qualities or talents? Hmmm... Anyone?

Well, I think Mr Goh was pretty "straightforward" abt his "findings" from the survey... Haha...we're laughing like hell, man. Anyway, he covered up by saying that we gotta give them credit for having the courage for entering. I guess that's true...hmmm.. I wonder if I would have the courage to enter if someone nominated me (ok, no one did... Don't rub it in my face la...lolz.) I'd totally have to think it over lo...Maybe not. Maybe yes. Ah, it doesn't matter anyway! Haha!

I really love the atmosphere in my maths class most of the time... except sometimes when exams are near, everyone is really quiet (coz really tired) and it gets a bit tense... But whatever...! Most of the time it is great! Yay!

Ok, that's all for now! I know that you maths Ex.2 students would like a lecturer like Mr Goh! I mean he teaches us probability by letting us play gambling games! [Refer previous post] How cool is that? Wow! Ciao!

PostScript: Harry Potter book no.6 is hitting bookstores tomorrow! I just can't wait to get my hands on the new book! *Whoop of joy!*

To lose myself in Harry's magical world again... Euphoria! It provides a realistic sense of escapism for most ppl, that's why adults like it so much too! Yup yup!

*Tired* but relieved! =D

Damn tired. Last night was quite late up finishing my phy assignment *The most difficult one of da year arr! Damnit...*

After I printed it out, to my horror, I found that it was wrong in one place in the calculations!! ARRGGHH!! One decimal place also can see wrongly until write 2 decimal places!! Crazy!! This caused me having to change quite a few parts of it... And it was so late and I didn't my chem homework yet... Must do or leela become crazy, I scared lo... *Too bad that out of 5 days, I hav 3 days is the 1st class... Meaning that her temper isn't so good early in the morning eh... Damnit... This so N0T fair eh!! Argghhh...*

And...and when I started printing it out, to my utter horror, I found out that it was terribly senget (slanted) to one side and I have to shift the whole damn report again... *Pulls hair* It was kinda difficult considering that I already specifically shifted some stuff to certain places...

Arrgghhh...and it was so late ade. And I din do my chem homework yet... Must do eh... Coz my first class today was Leela's arr. And since it's her 1st class too, dun wanna put her in a worse mood than the one she'd already in. Aikz. Now it's kinda scary during chem class. Actually I think she doesn't like our class. She treats other class way better than ours!! ~So Not Fair!!~ But I seem to be digressing ade... But I can do whatever I like with my blog... Haha... Yeah! =)

But whatever! It's all over now!! No MoRe PhY ReP0rT For The ReSt Of The YeAr!! Yayz!! No need to think abt it anymore... *Sigh of relief* Anyway, Leong is really demanding.... and a bit "yim chim" leh... (I think a bit is kinda like another understatement eh...lolz..)

Okie. Dun talk abt something that's in da past already... Aikz...

Anyway, I'm totally feeling better after a long-overdue nap... Haha...really awake now... Hope I dun fall asleep in class again tmr... especially in bio & chem....

Ways to sleep in chem class (without incuring her wrath la of coz...duh!):

• Turn your head in the opposite direction which she is facing... Better still, prop your head up wif ur hand.. Rmb to pretend that you're 'diligently' reading your textbook.

• Close your eyes & sleep in peace.

• However, you're not allowed to really fall asleep. I think the most also juz close eyes to rest only.

• After a few minutes, shift yourself a bit to make it known to her that you're not sleeping (Yeah, right..!)

• Better still, nod in the right places. A good way to show you're really listening. Haha.

• Do this a few times before waking yourself up completely and looking at what she is teaching.

• Then go back to the same routine.

• Repeat the whole process as many times as you like.

• It definitely works! I've tried it many times ade! Tested & proven true! [I already patented it lo! Lol...]

• And tell me ur opinion if it really works for you! haha... :P

• N0te: This only works effectively if you're in the front row and she seldom walks around..

I think I will end here... Nnothing much to write..coz nothing special happened ah...

Tatz! *Waves goodbye*

PS: I think my thoughts are a bit messy here... Juz consider it as me crapping it here lo... Aikz~!

~ Eng Eng Eng ~

Talk abt being on hiatus! I guess it's juz big talk la! Ha!

Well, I just sat for my eng assessment today.. I thought it was ok. Coz of one main reason--> there were like only 3 questions to choose from... So our choices are pretty narrowed down, rite? Anyway, I tot it was kinda like crapping (Note: If better, crap using bombastic words. lol.)

Anyway, "kind kind" ranjit was giving us hints here and there... Haha... The way he did was pretty funny. Lyd wanted to give question 1 for him to mark but he said: "No need la" and *Winks* in that funny pointedly look [Kinda like, eh you get the hint arr?] So da only question left was question 3 lo (Yay! It's totally easier than Q1) becoz he told us dat Q4 was too difficult so it won't come out now... Good lecturer horr? Haha...

Anyway, as moi was a lazy girl (Fell asleep last nite while studying... Becoming a normal occurence now! Ah! Once I take up my books, I go like ZzZzZ lo... Really bad eh! O.o) so I had to write my "sample answer" during eng class... Couldn't finish in time to let ranjit mark. So had to hurry to his office after class and asked him to grade it (Lyd asked me 2 asked, I din think of it actually. Hehe...)

Anyway, there we're standing in his very interesting office. He was marking Lyd's, Ejian's and mine's... So it took some time too..

Good, all the more time for us to look around! *Yaya, I know we very kaypo one la...Lolz* Anyway you could say his office had a personal touch la. A lot of papers and dunno what plastered on his walls...

Some were jokes [Actually a lot were jokes. Now we know where his inspiration for humour comes from..lol] and we were standing there laughing at the jokes. Damn funny too. I oso saw this photo that featured ranjit shaking Mother Teresa's hand! Wow!

And the most touching thing was we saw papers and emails of students thanking him on da walls... So touched! *Proves he's a good lecturer.. Yeah, I totally agree.. compared to the other one..!*

Anyway, the thing is that he's leaving in 3 weeks... OH NO!! We're really sad when we heard da news. Apparently he got this really good job ~i.e. higher pay la~ at dunno where (he refused to reveal yet... Aikz.) We wanted him to stay, even got a few ppl to pass a petition around *Wonders whether he got it yet or not* but if what my fren say is true, then I think it's not going to work out...

Apparently, he got this offer in May but he negotiated with his future employer that he's allowed to finish the syllabus for our class before going off!! ~SO ReSp0NsiBle~ Imagine if he had left us at May! Letting the other teacher teach?!

I'll die sooner!! ARGGHH!! [she took over 2 classes a few months ago and let me tell you it was a disaster!! =O Thk god it was for a few classes nia! *Sigh of relief* She doesn't teach. She SHOUTS!! My ears still hurts.. Remind me not 2 sit in the first row if she ever take over da classes after ranjit leaves.

I going to hate eng after this. Ranjit?? WHY? Why did you leave us to the clutches of her? I dun wan to fail my eng paper arr! Pls stay till da end of da year la!!!] but I know it's not going to work out already since I think he can't delay his job so long... What if he loses this good job? I'm not that selfish la. He must of coz do what's best for him and his family la... *Sobs*

The devil in moi: But not for us la...

Inner voice: Eh, he delayed for a few months ade... Good enough already la.. Be thankful he did not leave us in May & let us struggle for air...

The devil in moi: Ok ok lo! You win..

Whatever... That's life...

PS: Do you think I can get his email or what? I'd like to stay in touch eh... *Thinking*

Going Insane --> Hiatus

I totally have too much stuff to do so I'm juz going to make this short & sweet for ya'all, okay?

If you've read the post below, I believe you'd have a bead of sweat on your forehead *Of coz this is only true if you're in the same course as me la... Duh...*

Anyway, my fren told me that she considered it as a wake-up call (Glad to be of service. Haha...) to our course mates coz we juz are experts at procastinating... [Now, if only there was a job description that fits that, sign me up! Immediately!]

I still think my lecturers are crazy. But dun tell them dat *Dun wan to suffer their wrath lo... Yikes! scary! Juz imagine Leela on the warpath! Nightmares ah... Haha...*

Well, I guess I'll be on temporary hiatus until my trials (*faint*) are over... Maybe I'll post now and then *When I need to relax gua...aikz*

Well, nothing much happened today except that leela SO did not asked us questions (Cheers! I was so scared she was going to ask leh...) but I think she may be going to ask tmr eh... Arrgghh...

Whatever. Gotta do my mountainous load of homework liao!! *Refer previous post* Ciao!!

*Goodbye Kiss* lolz...

Hectic Lifestyle & Crazy Lecturers

My life has been a little hectic (understatement of the year! Ha!) lately due many factors. Don't believe me? Look at this crazy list:

Alert:- College mates, proceed with care! You've been warned. I'll not be responsible for any chest pain or any other ailments you get after reading this.

• The most difficult Physics assignment of the year! [Damnit!]

• Bio mini-project which I have no idea how to do at all. Nada. Zip. Zilch. [Shld had pay more attention in class... *Sigh*] I think this is a really difficult project la...

• A possible last Chem report which my frenz insist is non-existent at all. But I think I heard the lecturer saying there was one more... Well, let's juz hope that I'm wrong on this one...*1st time I hope that I hear wrongly during class...LoL*

• English Assessment to on 13/8 which I haven't studied for at all and have no idea whatsoever on what to study... Aikz! [Oops!]

• Trials which are drawing near and totally scaring the shit out if us since we'd neglected out studies for so long and now there's ton of stuff 2 study.. [Oh dear!]

• Malaysian studies or Moral assignment to pass up.... And my group hasn't done a single thing at all... [O.o]

• Notwithstanding the fact, they alwiz managed to squeeze our LAN finals in the middle of trials. And since I've been daydreaming in every class and not studying for mini-tests... I really dunno how I’m going to pass LAN oredi! [Shit!]

• Our lecturers always reminding us of trials *When we desperately hope we can find a moment's peace* and springing questions on suspecting people. Yeah, and scolding them when the ppl were a tad too late/slow in answering questions... [Yikes!]

• Homework piling on top of us until we cant breathe. Yeah, I'm typing this under a mountain of homework. Our lecturers expect us 2 finish the homework AND study... I dunno how it works for them but we only have 24 hours a day, you know! And I've been seriously lacking sleep lately... [ZzZzZ]

WHY AM I SUCH A PROCASTINATOR? WHY??

I guess you guys believe me now... Life is so Crazy!

But since we only live once, we should live it to the fullest, right? But by fullest, I dun think he means busiest, you know... Aikz... Ironic!

Deadlines Are The Bane of My Existence..!

Deadlines! :T

My most unfavourite word in my dictionary after "jerks" and "pyschos"... and... maybe a few more well-chosen ones. Won't list them down here coz dun wanna be censored by the super strict censorship board of Msia...! lol.

Neways, nothing much except that I've many deadlines chasing me... Like phy assignment, the last one for the whole year! Thk god! =) But this is the most difficult of all! =( Sigh.

And I think got another chem report besides the current one...! Really! Many assignments never seem to finish! Ish. They just keep mounting up one another. What a life! I think shitty and damn boring are good adjectives for it...

Anyway, don't wanna talk about that ade.. Sien la..

I think we gotta ask the college management to look into repairing da roofs. You know why? Coz when I was waiting for my ride home today, standing in the corridor.

This guy in my course was standing at the corner of the porch. I glanced over *Coz bored ma. Nothing better to do* when suddenly a roof tile came falling down!!

And it juz missed the guy by a few inches!! OMG!! Imagine if that thing had hit his head!!Going to hav a lot of blood lo. Maybe need to go to hosp summore lo... Considering how hard those roof tiles were. Aikz, he tot they were pieces of a flowerpot at first. A bit blur. Maybe dazed. lol... :P

Anyway, I wanted to call out to him but failed becoz:

• I didn't know his name and couldn't think of what to call him at the moment. Yeah, stupid me. But I can't call him "Eh, eh, move away! Got tile falling down ade!!" without being rude ma.. lol.

• My reflexes are super slow wat. Aikz... =P

A fren say he should go home to pray to his ancestors or whatever to thank them for their protection. lol.

Omg.

I'm SO not going to stand outside the parameters of the porch ever again I don't need a scar like Harry Potter, thank you very much... Haha.

Btw, the 6th book of the Harry Potter series is coming out next week! Can't wait! Yayz!

Okie, this is it! I got only 3 more words to write---> PoSt EnDs HeRe...!!

Addiction Is A 9-Letter Word *Pun Intended*

No no... Don't get the wrong picture. I'm certainly not doing drugs.

Why do something that wastes your money and in the process, bring about your premature death?! No way!

Uh-uh... *Shakes head vigorously*

Anyway, that isn't really my main issue today. Actually, the addiction I'm referring to is my total out of control addiction (Of coz it's out of control! Why else would they call it addiction?!) to the internet!! Damnit! Oh dear!

Do you know how much my internet bill costed last month? Over RM 70, ya know... That's not much until you consider the fact that my streamxy is only supposed to be RM 44 for 60 hours a month... *Well, that's like totally not enuf if you ask me*

I had overspent it like almost double the cost! Shit! [Ok ok, I don't claim all the credit. My bro had his share in the overspending too. Actually, I'm guilty of his addiction too... Opps!] but the good thing about this was that it totally convinced my dad we need to upgrade to the RM 66 streamxy package since we have about 3 regular users.

Yeah, 3 children...

Robot voice: Parents, do not go near it. I repeat, parents, do not go near it. Computer may explode from misuse. Whatever, juz crapping in here. lol.)

Yayz! That means more online time for me and my bro (Younger sis too, but she doesn't use it except for searching pics of her fav artises) AND.... that means the more addicted I'm going to get. Oh dear, doesn't sound great...*sigh* Must exert control...!

But I'm totally on the losing side since now I'm online blogging neways. Whatever. Apparently, my fren likes reading my blog... *Head inflates. lol* Feel flattered that some ppl find my blog an interesting read. Of coz in my opinion, I find it so-so only *Cough cough* =P

Well, dunno why I feel kinda down/disillusioned recently. I mean everything seems to be going well, isn't it? [Ok, let's not talk abt trials...but it's still in the future la..] Do you think it could be stress? I mean, after taking this course, I don't have any time for myself anymore...! :(

Haih. Last time in high sch, I could find time to read my fav books... (I used to be an avid reader. Note: used being the imp word here) I mean, when spm was drawing near, I still have time to indulge myself for personal pleasure. [Hey, hey, don't think dirty harr! This is a site free from porn. Thk god..! lol.]

I hope that I'd be able to find the reason for me being down in the dumps... SOON! Or I'm going crazy 1st... [Sign me up for an asylum pls! Better make sure it's a 1st class one har. Hehe...]

Well, going to sign off liao. Coz nothing special to write oredi...but before I go, anyone who's a regular reader of my blog, could you do me a little favour?

Mind giving me a shoutout (i.e a comment for those not in the know...)? Please do it to humour me... Thx! Love you guys!! *Blowing Air Kisses*

Okay, ciao guys! Moi got homework to catch up with! Ha! As If!!

PS--> Comment in the link below *Can't you see it or are you sight impaired? If u are the latter, I advise you not to use the pc, coz it can be very dangerous for you.* OR use the chatterbox on the RHS... Can u see it? Come on, you can...! If others can do it, why not you? Hehe...! =D

Help needed...

Something is very wrong with my email account... Oh dear!

Yahoo keeps sending these funny emails that tell me that my password has been changed (which I certainly didn't authorized) and later, the emails even say that my account has been used to send a large amount of "unsolicited of spam"!!

What the Hell?! What is happening? Is some damn bastard hacking into my account?? Shit! I cant even find help thru the Yahoo Help! since it keeps giving me answers based on the words in my question... Ish!! ARGGHH!!

And now the last straw! Iit sent me an email saying that my account has been suspended!!! *But strangely I have been able to use it* Juz now I tried sending an email to a few ppl and it was working!!

So I was wondering whether it was because of some damn hacker!! Why hack into my account? I dun use it maliciously... Ish!

But I guess the "why me?" question is stupid...

Whatever! Anyone who knows what to do, pls reply me here!! Thx a lot!! I'm so frazzled... Argghh! HELP NEEDED!! =(

Stupid MS test!

Well. A normal day. Except that I was totally hating my Malaysian Studies test...!

ARGGHH!! Of coz you'd know why I hate it... *Beside the obvious fact that it's damn boring..* Coz I didn't study for it!! We're supposed to study from half of Chap 1 to Chap 7... Didya know how much moi studied? Until half of Chap 2 only... Shit! I know why I can't study it ade... Coz I can't study something I find terribly boring. :(

I only studied so little coz I fell asleep a few times at nite, trying to cram this junk into my mind. But thank god the lecturer was a lazy teacher *Opps! Shldn't have said that...!* She only sets 2 papers a year [I secretly thinks that she uses the same papers every year...but who knows?]

Anyway, the thing is that those papers were oredi given out to other courses...so... The easy way out (which everyone took) was to get the papers & study beforehand lo... Really! No kidding..

Since yesterday's class was the engineering paper... Today we got only one choice lo! That was the AUP/TAFE paper lo! The only good thing about having friday classes was that we did not have to get both papers.. We're left one only... Haha.

And so we memorised lo... Actually most ppl juz take papers in... and copy... [Yeah, I know the teacher is blind...for our own good...lol...] but I did memorised the whole damn thing... You know juz to give her face and I won't feel so guilty... *Yeah, I know I'm an angel... Haha*

But I did bring my frenz' notes in [I'm so lazy to even find the answers... Whatever..] in case I forgot anything imp...and hell did I forget...and coz I'm not a hardened criminal (Of coz la! What did you think?!), I was kinda nervous doing stuff like this. My high school was so strict that copying is kinda like asking for suicide...lol.

But I managed in the end. Sure got a lot of new experiences in college! Ha! *Didn't imagine it was this kind of experience though..lol.* But let me clarify: I managed to rmb most of it by myself... Only peeped at my paper a few times... *Shrugs* Who the heck cares?

So that's that... Tatz!

*LOVE EVEYONE & EVERYONE WILL LOVE U*

PS: I got 99 for my mathz 3 unitz!! Exhilarated!! I couldn't believe my eyes at first when the lecturer thrusted da paper into my hands... You see, the paper was damn hard [Refer to past post] And I couldn't prove a stupid question... So I decided to might as well simply do it... If correct then good... But I didn't really believe it could be correct but it was!!!!

And I din believe I could do ALL the questions correctly!! Yeah, I know I'm careless when it comes to mathz... Anyway, I'm so happy! At least doing all my homework paid off~Finally! Btw, I lost that stupid mark coz I used a wrong symbol... Aikz. But I'm contented ade... Yayz!! :D

Gambling in College!! WOW!

HA! Got you didn't I with that title!! But I ain't kidding coz we did gamble in college... Hehe...but... not with $$ but with... *Guess what*... Sweets!! And it wasn't becoz we're too bored or what... Our mathz lecturer asked us to do that...!

Okie, I better backtrack or you won't know what I'm talking abt... Well, we're supposed to go to a long-due mathz replacement class... That'd mean 5 hours of mathz in one day! Wah...! Can make a girl go crazy eh... I arrived at college at abt 7:35 am and only went home at 7 pm.. Really bad horr! Imagine! Almost 12 hours at college! Ish.

But thank god Mr Goh was kind enuf to not torture us wif mathz the last 3 hours (i.e. the dreaded replacement classes). Instead, he lets us explore "Probability" in a different and totally refreshing manner! By gambling!! *He did say that the morale behind this was that we wouldn't want to gamble again. Hmmm. Maybe.. Considering all...*

At first, we played a game Mr Goh had devised himself. Pretty cool.. Moi won quite a lot at first.. My instinct was dead-on during that game... [Btw, each of us started out with 20 sweets each, to be fair.. Prior to this, I went to the mini-market to get 20 coffee sweets... I love those!! Yum Yum... Felt quite hungry looking at the array of sweets in front of me... But I can't eat my "money"!! LOL...] After a few rounds, sir started talking abt probability and all... Quite good. *Hungry*

After that game, we did all sorts of types of gambling like those in casinos.... Like Roulette and dunno what... The names of the games were not stated. After playing each game, we all examined the probabilities of each choice... and to our immense dismay, the casinos had devised the game in such a way that the profit we had expected to get were: NEGATIVE!!

Arrgghh...! [Note: In the long term, short term is not reliable, beside, sum casinos operate 24 hrous a day, so that is considered long term lo] Btw, devising all this sort of games were supposed to be da work of actuarial scientists... *Hungrier*

Anyway, after that, sir asked us to play a skipping rope game.... Very easy only, well for most ppl la... Okie, here's how it is done: 2 ppl are supposed to swing the rope in the same direction, while other ppl are supposed to pass thru below da rope... 1 person must go thru each swing. Cannot lapse or whatever. If somebody gets caught up by the rope or miss a swing, everyone will have to start all over again...

Sounds easy, right? Not so for a few ppl... They cannot seem to anticipate what time to go thru below the rope.... Or they juz seem to have an irrational phobia of swinging objects... :O *Is there such a phobia? Hmmm...*

Sir asked them to practice a few times... and get this: Eventhe 2 ppl swinging the rope were suppose to pass thru to... so have to exchange hands at a point. And after many many x 4 attempts, we finally got thru... Oh ya. Moi did okay with this... I think my reflexes are good... *Smiles smugly*

The last game sir showed us was a card trick! Woah! He managed to give us the correct card {diamonds nine} Almost every time... I said almost becoz sumtimes he fumbled so the wrong card was given... Anyway, it was something to do with the deck of cards! It was filled with half of diamond nines and the others are random cards lo... and the random cards were slightly longer *Really slightly* and the diamond nines were slightly shorter...

So, each time, we flip thru the deck to show ppl, we juz hold the longer cards so ppl can't see the diamonds nines... That's all... The other parts are kinda diff to explain here... Whatever. Feel like getting myself a deck of trick cards myself. Haha. Sir said that there is a magician shop in gurney plaze or sumthing... Maybe lo... *Hungrier and hungrier*

Btw, I couldn't resist anymore... Started eating my sweets ade... Oh ya. I was left with about 7 sweets left only... Haih... Really losing horr? :( *Haih* and I ate 5 sweets that made me so full... Not hungry ade!! Hehe.

Then he told us the morale and all that lo... I think it really works. I don't think I will play in casinos too much now... I mean I'm juz going to lose in the long term rite?

Yupz... Good job sir! You managed to put us off gambling ade... Thumbs up!

And that's all la... So long ade this post. Still want summore? Wait other day la! Haha! =D

Normal Day.. But Boring x 27!!

Haih... Another boring day... Boring x 27... *Sighing a bit too much recently*

[Btw, to the ppl who I refered to in my last post, juz think carefully abt it but rmb I don't mean to be mad at anyone... Forgive & forget, okay?]

And now coming back to da present... Well, I think today nothing much happened except that I was feeling kinda down... & depressed... Due to the post before..

Btw, we did our phy & chem assignment today... Argghh. More reports to write up!! I'll be simply doing my chem report now since we juz knew that those weren't counted in our internal marks... Sigh. Since leela said: "I found out many ppl were copying from each other and if I based my marks on that it'd be very unfair.."

ARGGHH..! Why she didn't say earlier since I did every bloody report myself!!! All by myself!! Shld have copied other ppl's one... Neways, who'd want to let me copy....! And...to comfort myself, well, juz let me say--->> Maybe those things might come out in the test ya! And that time, I will surely have a better inkling of what the question is asking lo.. Lolz.

Okie...and now to phy assignment... I think leong gives us the hardest assignments in the world!! *Okie, I'm exaggerating but still you get the picture... Haha* Today, the experiment we did was using a wheatstone bridge... It's kinda diff to explain here so... I won't! Haha, got ya!

Anyway, we're poking the jockey around until Leong came and said: "Don't scrape the jockey!" Poor ejian was holding it then so she kena marah lo... Pity. Anyway, the stupid thing wouldn't work at first.. I think it was becoz of our poor working skills *In respect to the engineering side* haih.. Now I know I wouldn't be a good engineer ade. Any house I build would fall to pieces at once.. Lolz...

Our contact (of the wires I meant) was lousy~~Really lousy... That's was why the needle of the galvanometer kept pointing to one side only.. Haha. neways, solved the prob ade after we tightened everything and put every screw or wire correctly... It kept getting loosed many times!!

Arrgghh! Managed to start after almost half an hour of tinkering wif it... Sigh...again, lousy... Ha! Jian was kinda flustered doing it... So moi took over. Don't wan another to have chest pain lo...Aikz.

Moi was ok doing it but I swear if I keep on doing it for a few more hours, I will surely go insane~! I will also pull more of my hair out too! Haha... Better dun. Don't wanna be bald neways. lolz.

So I guess that's all for now.. Tatz...! :D

Blogging [besides talking to frenz] really can get your mood up! Yupz!! =P

My Verbal Confession

I dunno about this, guys. But maybe I shld say it out... I don't like keeping it all bottled up. Okie,

*Deep breath*

Please don't be angry when you read this (of coz to the ppl involed in this matter).

Here goes (to two ppl who were once my good frenz):

Well, I dunno why but I get a funny feeling that you hate dislike me *I guess hate is too strong a word...but still! Is it because of something I have done wrong? Coz I can't think of any...(but you never know...)

Err, could it becoz I talk too much? *I know my faults...Haha* But if you guys think clearly & objectively, you shld notice that recently that I have talked LESS to you guys. I'd even go as far as saying, very less. Coz I dare not...

Or could it becoz sometimes I'm a very fussy person?? Well, sorry if I've irritated you two at any point in your lives. I don't really mean 2 be fussy but it's juz that sumtimes I'm a perfectionist lo. Sorry. However, I do not think that being fussy SOMETIMES would warrant so much dislike of me on your part..

So, I do not know what I have done wrong. If you would kindly point out to me anything that I have done to make you angry or what... Pls.

I oredi noticed it before this but I put it down to exam nerves since you're having your finals and all...but...it's quite a long time after finals ade. And I have seen no improvement. Haih.

I know you two have become quite close to each other and I have no prob wif that...but if you two become so close until you exclude other ppl, I think that's kinda rude. Sorry... Juz telling you my opinion. You wouldn't like it if you were talking to someone... And that someone keeps talking to someone else... As if you were beneath that someone's notice or smtg. It's not a nice feeling. I've been there... I shld know.

Maybe you two would want proof but shld I write it down here...? It's not very nice, is it? I better refrain myself... for the moment...

Well, let's juz say I'm miserable about our friendship... I mean we were on okay terms with each other during high sch, weren't we? Why shld it worsen to such a state? Let's go back to what our friendship used to be, ok?

But...if you guys don't really want anything to do with me, well, I'd avoid you like the plague lo. :( Juz say the word. Might as well not "min zho zho", right?? I will leave it up to you guys... Just leave your opinions here in the link below or the chatterbox on the RHS...

~Depressed & miserable~

That's life... *Sigh*

Haha.. A Normal/Funny Day In College...

Anyway, nothing really special... Yeah, right. In my college? No such chance.. lol. Drama! Woot~ Except today's Friday..! Yay! Well, when I did my chem report last nite, I was kinda thinking that smtg was wrong with my solution *It's an inborn instinct...lol*

So, when I got 2 college this morning, BAM! My instinct was right then!! My way was wrong because I put the wrong solution in the wrong instrument... It's suppose 2 be NaOH in the burette and diluted vinegar in the pipette but stupid me got it wrong! :( In the normal way, when doing titrations, it does not really matter which solution you put in which actually...but when you use the wrong volume for the wrong solution... Woah! Watch out! The whole discussion broke down [the questions kinda lead to one another.... And... I HATE dat!! Ish.]

Anyway, I had to start writing it all over again...since my report was printed out one... I really hated that... arrgghh...*It was a pretty long one, you know..* So there I was, writing the whole damn thing down, during classes (O.o) and during intervals lo... Finally finished at 3:30pm.. and the report was supposed to be passed up by 4pm, you know... I think this is the latest time I finished an assignment...Really! Well, I alwiz finished the nite before since I'm doing it the printed way [coz my handwriting sucks ma! Although its wayyy unique.. Hehe... Eh, it's true, many ppl commented as such on my handwriting.. Rare~ :P]

Anyway, I even did my report during lunch in the cyber cafe.. Didn't even go out for lunch coz bio lecturer extended the class by 15 minutes (he said 30 minutes one!!) and my frenz can't wait ade... *Sob* but kinda miss the spaghetti in cyber (delicious! most times la...) and kinda sick of food in kopitiam la... *I think we'd tried a lot of kopitiams in the past few weeks d... How's that for exploration eh?*

Then there was maths class (will only mention classes if anything interesting happened, k? Lazy girl ma...lol...) I din really pay attention... A lot of ppl's attention were wandering too since... It's the last class of the week! (for most ppl la... Not me. I got stupid lan class to fall asleep in... *Snore* Wait, I don't snore! okie, zzz lo!)

Paulynn and ejian were teasing Lyd... They're playing matchmakers for her. Don't ask me why they choose that guy for her... Beats me. Anyway, Lyd was sulking (in a joking way.. Better to clarify or else she'll be hounding me d) and denying everything... And I was one of the culprits that joined in the game. Haha...

Anyway, the funny thing was when Lyd told me jokingly *Again, for clarification reasons*: "They're talking behind my back oh..." And since they were really sitting behind her... Witty me [Huh? Who's that? What had you done with the real zy??] replied: "But they ARE really talking behind your back wo..." LOL... And everybody laughed.

Hmm. That feels great since it isn't alwiz my jokes receive such warm laughter. Sometimes, they don't even get my jokes... Aikz...or... They give me blank stares that seems to say "What the hell are you joking abt? This is a funeral you know..." [Ok, I did NOT joke at funerals... That was meant as an example... And since you din get it, that juz proves that my jokes are lousy once and all.. Sigh]

Whatever.

And after my free period, it was time for boring-dull-me-to-death Lan class... *Stupid Msian Studies!* Haih, we went in late... since our "late" is considered most ppl's "early" liao... Some ppl very horliao... They come in very late EVERY time. They're playing pingpong and doing what-nots la... Don't ask me, I dunno, I juz talk with frenz one... Anyway, THK GOD the teacher let us out early... That proves she has a heart after all...lol...

And after that, I went home and here I'm typing this pathetic post for my pathetic day... No la. All in all, it was a pretty great day, if you'd would exclude the chem report thingy. *Refer above pls, if you've forgotten. So fast... 1 ear in 1 ear out? No, wrong. Shld be 1 eye in 1 eye out...but that sounds kinda weird...*

Okay, gotta end here ade... This is one long post..! Inspired ma...

**Psstt** College gossip available here --->

• paulynn and jian said that they saw XX wearing lacy panties with purple ribbons... Ewww... since XX is a guy... I wonder if it's true?? I was there, but sitting in front of him... So no chance la... Do you know wat XX say arr? He said he was wearing 2 layers of underwear.... HUH?!! And someone said: "WHAT? You scared get raped horrr?"

• We all laughed till almost died lo... :D Someone said that he stole his mum's panties.. Haha... and that wasn't the end yet... When he couldn't take the jokes anymore, he put on his mp3 and said he can't hear us like this... Guess what someone said?? They said he was listening to the panties stockmarket!!! HAHA... LOL... That nearly made me cracked... *Diagnosis from doc: Dead from laughing too much... RIP. Well, at least it was a good way 2 go la.*

• Anyway, my fren oso told me dat becoz XX didn't hav enuf clothes to wear [he lives in the hostel 1..] he borrowed clothes from his fren... That's fine by me... except... He borrowed a shirt the other guy slept in to wear to college... Really gross! Eww. And the other one oso siao la.. Why lent someone a shirt you slept in?? Isn't that like kinda gross? Don't tell me he'll wear that shirt to sleep in again... Double eww... It feels so dirty...!! But then maybe guys aren't exactly known for their cleanliness or taste of discretion when it comes to borrowing clothes from frenz.. lol. Juz kidding..
  

So psychos/perverts, anyone? :P

Maths Ext.1 for Assessment 2 was...

...horrible. Really! It was totally a shitty bloody mess that the dog dragged on the floor.

And i dun even hav a dog... Shit! Damnit... Ok. I gotta stop swearing... or my blog will be banned from those ppl using public pcs... Coz according to my fren, she says the pcs in our college library will ban you from reading and will even go as far as listing what were the swear/dirty words used and how many times they're used.. lol. Aren't they suppose to screen you from thdat sort of thing? Then why the hell are they listing it out for you? To help you memorise them..?? Go figure! LOL...!

Whatever. Back to the topic.

My maths assessment was totally lousy... Charm ade!! Dunno how.. I couldn't prove Q3... [Actually a lot of ppl couldn't prove it... Was it wrong or something? Siao. Argghhh...!!] And now I found out that the freaking graph could be wrong... Argghh!

Juz becoz kaypo me juz need to add some extra inflexion points that were totally non-existent... Ish...!! *Actually, I didn't really think about it.. My hand juz drew & drew... Haih... whatever*

Btw, pls excuse my language again due to intense frustration (as usual) I think this is the post with the most foul 4-letter words... Haha...

I dunno what to scold abt my mathz test coz its so damn irritating... I was gonna enjoy myself thoroughly after this test... but look what had it done! It had successfully made me feel annoyed... and frazzled..!

But I'm not gonna care abt it ade! [No point crying over a stupid test... Yes, pun intended..lol]

Okie, bye!

A Quote For You..

This is a quote which I think is good for us procastinators out there. Haha...

Like this? I will try to find more quotes, okie? =D

My Sunday...Haih!

This sunday wasn't relaxing at all.. Far from it.

Went to a physics seminar that leong recommended... *He kinda forced us to go by threatening that he won't talk abt the topics mentioned in the talk... Really?! Isn't that a threat? Hmmm.*

I guess it was ok.. and actually I went because I thought it'd be interesting. He doesn't have to force me to go la. Juz kinda motivates me lo.. Anyway, the speaker was nervous lo... and... his eng wasn't that hot either. But to be fair, he was very knowledgeable. :) Thumbs up for him!!

Anyway, I think it was ok. Learnt a few new things, I guess.

Well, the talk was about the universe we live in... (Duh. How many universes are there?) If I'm not mistaken, the talk's title was *A Fundamental Understanding to the Universe or something... Let me go & check the pamplet.

*People drumming their fingers, waiting for moi to run upstairs to get the pamplet*

Okie, I'm back! Here, it says: "Physics: The Key to some Fundamental Questions about our Universe".

Aww. Juz look at the pictures I have posted above *Not very sure how to upload photos yet* They look kinda cool after I had mess around with them using photo editor. [It wasn't so colourful before this. Rather cool, I think.. Gotta learn more about this thing though... Anyone care to teach me? Pretty pls..??]

Well, I thought the talk was pretty boring at first.. Since the speaker was talking about the basics of physics... very... very... slowly... Argghh! Yuki was almost falling asleep ade. I managed to stay awake though. :P Then, suddenly the talk shifted to quarks, neutrinos etc.. I can't rmb la...coz this speaker is crazy...

Very funny you know, the easy things, he talk abt them slowly... The difficult things, he talk about them so quickly the I didn't managed to understand all. Yuki was even worse. She said she don't really understand much... She was a little disgruntled when I told her that quarks are in our course this year. Part of our options topics for phy—courtesy of leong... Well, can I say I've a small head start? Don't think so, coz I didn't really get most of the points.. Whatever.

Btw, some of the ppl were totally asking stupid questions. The speaker oredi said that as a physicist, he will only answer questions dat are considered "physical"... and some ppl keep asking questions that were totally out of da point.. Talk about digressing...lol.

*This old man was asking questions about God developing a universe that have consciousness and all... Hello? That isn’t physics, ya know!! Go and ask a philosopher or something. That's their job anyway! lol.*

So I think that's all for now... Gotta hit the books for my mathz 3units test on wed.. Ish...!

*Psstt* I hate tests. I can't enjoy myself... :(

Life is not a problem to be solved, it is a mystery to be lived... Courtesy of whoever... Don't ask me!

Award of Excellence? ME? omg!

Right. This post is for my day on last Wednesday--15/6. (Alright, I wasn't lazy, ya know... It was because I was having part of my 2nd assessment on saturday.. Pls refer to past posts to know how lacking in preparation moi was for the test. Haha.)

Anyway, my college was having a ceremony thingy for those who had scored well in their tests. Academic excellence and all that, yaknow...

And GET THIS! Moi was one of the "lucky ppl" that was getting an excellence award.. lol.

Moi? Miss Procrastinator?

Am I dreaming? *Pinches self* Ouch!

[I didn't really believe it at first since at my high sch.. I wasn't considered one of the brilliant ones since there were many better ppl in front of me--in terms of academic achievement... and mind you, they were really good! Unlike moi~]

Anyway, you wanna know how this award is based upon? Well, to get an Award of Excellence, you gotta get A (80 above) for at least 5 subjects.. Moi is taking 6 subjects---> Phy, Bio, Chem, Eng, maths 2 & 3 units... AND... *Psstt* I got all As for all 6 subjects... This a secret. Don't tell anyone, ya know..Hehe.. [I almost forgot, the 5 subjects must include eng... So, actually, some ppl were very good but did not get it because their eng did not make the cut... *Eng wasn’t easy btw*]

Another award that was given out is the Merit Award... Well, to get it, you gotta get A (80 above) for at least 4 subjects... Yes, including eng..!

Anyway, the ceremony was held in Lecture Theatre A at 4pm... According to the programs given out, it was supposed to end at 4:40pm... but ya know la, these ceremonies alwiz end late.. Finished at 5pm.. but, wait! I'm getting ahead of myself...

Back to the topic: In my course, there were about 14 ppl getting da Award of Excellence and about 6 ppl getting the Merit Award... And get this:- Out of the 14 ppl, only two were guys!! Well... At least, they hit back in the Merit department: There were 4 guys out of the 6 ppl there... Go figure! :P

So, if you ask my honest opinion abt the ceremony, I think they were making a hoo-ha about it... They make it all so formal-like (Yeah...we had to dress up for it... Ok, not gowns & tuxedoes la.. Although a guy did wear a coat, I think...lol. But we're talking about my-feet-are-killing-me-high-heels for the whole damn day, ya know..) and all for what? Just to get a certificate!! Why couldn't they just give it out or something? *I think I better stop complaining or else those who didn't get it would be thinking what do I have to complain abt?*

Well, it started with a dance by 2 girls in malay wear.. I think the dance was kinda weird, if you ask me--but you didn't, so don't bother... Anyway, the respective head of departments for all the courses in my college came in... All dressed to the nines in black formal coats... Ranjit was there too... Later, he even made funny faces at us, which we of coz laughed. He said we ruined his pic because we made him laughed... HA! He was the one making faces first but full marks for the joker as usual! :D

Then, come those long boring-pls bore-me-death-speeches... by our principal. [I think he could improve on his eng a bit... I'm just being straight-forward, okie? But I heard he was a nice man... Dunno... *Shrugs* Miss Blur didn't even know he was the principal of our college.. Blek.]

After that, it was time we got our respective certificates... Finally! And all the ppl streamed down...to get our certs lo... Nothing to comment here... except a girl came wearing a mini-skirt and a vest... Eh, girl, formal wear leh? This ain't formal, you know... but whatever... to each of her own, I guess. *Wistful Smile*

After everyone got their certs, we're then treated 2 slide show.. I think it was kinda interesting but what do minature cars and virtual puppets *I dunno how to describe it in a better way leh...* have to do with da occasion? Go figure. I think that was all... those parts that i didn't mention must be boring anyway..lol. [Actually, it is becoz I forgot ade. :P]

Then, we're asked to go have some refreshments.. Boy, how I need to be refreshed! I didn't feel like going at first... but Ranjit said the food was good. So we being greedy Chinese, went. It was held in the Pinang Room (I didn't know there was such a room eh... Btw, quek, it's not the peanut room harr...) and the food was 'good', yeah, right.. -_-

I don't think a dish of some kind of mee that I can't phantom what type it is can be considered good, ya know... [Ranjit, you really gotta reevaluate your opinion on what type of food is considered 'good'.. Or maybe just improve your tastebuds a little. :P]

Ok, to do it justice, there were a few types of kuih...but they were available in so pitiful numbers that it was all gone in a few mins... The mee too. I didn't even get to drink anything. :(

I guess that's all folks... Ciao!

Zombie Waking Up From A Daze

Well, feeling a lot better... After a decent nap. Juz finished a part of my 2nd assessment... We did maths 2units at 11am followed by chem at abt 12:20pm.. I haven't had any real sleep the past few days coz I often (actually, ALWIZ!!) fall asleep while studying..

Then, I will wake up like at 2 or 3am {sometimes, even 5am! Damn..} and tries to cram summore in before falling asleep again after like after 15 mins..lol Yup, that's how moi study lo.. ARGGHH.. I think my electricity bill will be shooting up coz I left the light on for the whole night ade these few days *How'd you expect me to off the light? I didn't mean to zzz you know... Ish.*

Neways, I think I oredi have dark circles around my eyes.. A first for me since I normally dun have these signs even when I'm really lacking sleep.. I guess it shows how deprived of sleep i am.. Haih. Must turn in early tonite for more beauty sleep. [Say only.. I know I sure on9 till v.late coz I will need to indulge myself after examz..]

Well, you might be wondering why I din say anything abt my test dis morning. Okie, jus to humour you, I will write abt them lo...! :P

Maths 2 units---> Okay kua. But I still that there were too many questions to be completed in 1 hour!! The teacher must be crazy [privately, I think that she juz wants to prove that she can be as good as the man when it comes to setting exam papers.. Prove all you want..but pls dun let us poor students be the victims. Ish.]

Imagine it: When the teacher said ''You all have 5 min left'',I still hav question 4b), c), d) and e) etc... Not yet done....

And so I freaked! Seriously. I hate being caught in situations like this. I will start shaking (my hand, I mean..lol.) and my heart will start pounding like crazy... Yeah. That's call the adrenaline rush.. Woo! Its kinda scary actually... -_-

So I couldn't like really think straight and I think I answered the last part wrongly when I fully knew the answer [Got mixed up abt concave up and concave down??!! Argghh...] Whatever...!

Chem ---> I think it was ok...but involved a lot of writing lo.. Ny hand was like gonna break off liao... 3 marks for writing more than half a page?? Crazy! I'm not sure I'm going to do well.. coz I don't think that my last minute studying will pay off this time... Sigh. What to do. Moi is a lazy person.. wants 2 do enjoy life! :P

*Wei! Life only happens once, you know...!* Here's the prove. lol.

Quote:
I shall pass thru this way but once,
If there is anything I can do,
Please let me do it now,
For I shall not pass thru this way again.

by Whoever... *I've forgotten actually. Paiseh.*

Anyway, when I came home, after lunch, I watched Madagascar (long-overdue)... I think the movie was really funny...and the producers were really witty.. There were moments of humour that could be deduced from the music... For e.g: They played this music from National Geographic when Alex the lion was going to attack the zebra... Haha... *Really ironic*

Then, I had an headache due to extreme lack of sleep... so went for a nap lo... So great! Sleep is SO wonderful... Zzz...

Then, to indulge myself again, I online-d almost the whole nite... Aiyo. My bill next month charm liao... *Was going to watch 'Batman Begins' with frenz, but no transport home.. What to do? Ish...*

So I guess I will call it a night here... Will give a few updates about last wed. Will write abt them in my next post, okie?

Tata for now! :D

Crazy Insane Week...!

Well, this is another insane week, guys!! I'm totally wading in homework... bogged down by numerous terribly difficult assignments... Oh dear!! I'm a nervous wreck!

Btw, I'm going to sit for my 2nd assessment next saturday.... We're going to have to sit for to subjects at one go... Chem and maths 2units. Then on the following wed, I have maths 3units..

The thing is---> I haven't study for any of them!! HELP!! [Well, all things considered, this is juz as usual, moi IS miss procastinator after all...lol.]

So the point is, I dunno what to do now... Shld I study first and leave my assignements to the last minute... or...Vice versa? To do or not to do... that is the question.. [Woah. Quoting Shakespear now?] Haha..

The one thing I'm sure of is: I shldn't be on9-ing now... Yup. That's so right of me...but what to do? I'm SO addicted.. I must on9 everyday ade... This is a new addiction... Do I need therapy, anyone? Help...!!

Okie. Since I'm on a roll... Better stop here now [My posts are getting shorter and shorter now... due to laziness on my part... *Shrugs*] Might as well go to sleep.. Yeah, not enuf sleep lately but not becoz of studying oh...?!!

Well, as alwiz Hakuna Matata la!! :D

Juz A Few Tests....

Hey...a few more tests.... Wonder if they're accurate? Hmmm... Comment anyone?

Your IQ Is 90

Your Logical Intelligence is Average Your Verbal Intelligence is Exceptional Your Mathematical Intelligence is Above Average Your General Knowledge is Below Average

The True You

You want your girlfriend or boyfriend to be more relaxed, calm, and composed.

With respect to money, you are a bit stingy.

You think good luck is something you won't attain - you expect bad luck.

The hidden side of your personality tends to be satisfied to care for things with a minimal amount of effort.

You have a tendency to overdo things, but basically you value your friendships highly.

When it comes to finding a romantic partner, you base your search on information from your friends.

Who's" the True You?

You Were Actually Born Under:

Delicate, timid, and attractive - sometimes you really do act like a bunny. You're very compassionate and protective of those you love, sometimes too protective.Your home is really your castle, and you make sure your home is comfortable and well furnished.You don't like to argue - and you prefer a quiet, peaceful a life. You are most compatible with a Goat or a Pig.

You Should Have Been Born Under:

Your most comfortable inside your head - and often daydream the day away.You have an artistic temperament that makes you seem creative to some, eccentric to others.You avoid conflict at all costs, and you have a difficult time with relationships.Attractive and with good manners, you tend to shine in social situations. You are most compatible with a Pig or Rabbit.

Your Intelligence makes you bewitching.
Whether you know a lot about some things or just about everything, you're a sharp and savvy soul who's got great common sense. And you don't need to be a genius to know that brains are sexy. A smart cookie like you has a lot going on upstairs. You can hold your own at cocktail parties, meetings, and water-cooler chats alike. While some use their abs and gluts to turn heads, one flex of your mental muscle and hearts melt. Your good looks and sweet soul don't hurt either. Now that's smart!

No More Procastinating..Yeah, Right..If Ever!

This is the normal monday blues... where I feel totally sleepy becoz as usual I left my homework too late again... causing me to work into the late late night~ Burning the midnight oil since petrol is so expensive nowadays...lol.

I know it's kinda late for a new year resolution so let's make it a mid-year resolution then.

I will try my best to not procastinate. A bad habit I picked out from a fren [Will refrain from mentioning her name here or you will find me in tomorrow's headlines... God!... No thx...!!] Btw, I'm juz kiddin, you know. In case you didn't... Hehe!

I think it'd be best if I managed to make procastinating a dirty, more-than-4-letter-word here... Then it'd mean it had oredi worked!!

HA!! But it didn't work...!

Or else why'd I be here? Ok. Gotta admit it! I juz can't motivate myself... So there!! Bye!! Coz I'm feeling frustrated now!! ARGGHHH!!!

Kinda Apologetic

Sorry, guys. I think I was kinda in a foul mood yesterday when I was typing yesterday's post... *Well, pyschologists did say voicing your frustrations verbally, in this case literally lo, is totally better than bottling it in*

See? I was juz throwing a tantrum to relax... Makes so much sense! Haha!!

Btw, linhui...thx for your comment. At least there's Life in my blog!! YES!! Finally, so I think I can break my strike now...but you readers pls don't forget to post comments, okie? Or chat with me thru da chatterbox thingy....! Or else I'm dying of lonliness... ~Lonely, I'm so lonely...~

Neways, I gotta get things out of my system... So did anything happen that was remotely interesting around here? Lemme think... guess not...Okla! My life is not that boring & dull. I think something happened but you definitely totally couldn't classify it as funny [coz it's not]..

Okie.. Here's the 411 on it:

One of my classmates was hospitalized a few days ago...but you won't be able to believe why... She got hit in the eye by *Guess what* a shuttlecock!! OMG!! Now that's why they call it dangerous sports...lol. Neways, she was practicing for the sports carnival.. Which I guess she won't be taking part in now.. Life's so ironic...! And the guy who hit her eye was pretty shocked I heard...

And some guy in coll even drew a few comics about this story... Gotta admit the comics were pretty cute...and ironically funny. {Don't understand why he drew himself in the pic neways. He was there meh? Dunno.}

So that's that.

Btw, ranjit was terribly sarcastic about that. He asked her frenz 2 tell her that he showed concern abt her condition.... and made a terribly funny joke which put us in stitches...

Here goes:- A girl was hit in the eye by a shuttlecock.... so---now she is----Cockeye!! [You will only get the joke if you know malaysian slang.. Hehe.]

I can't think off what to write now. (Coz Miss Procastinator alwiz write her stuff a tad too late... So she forgets by the time she wanna write abt it..)

Ish. Whatever... Tata now!

My Miserable Thoughts Abt My Blog

Well, feeling VERY bored. Sometimes don't really feel like writing here in this blog...coz who reads my blog? Hell! No one....!

It wouldn't matter if I treat it like a "real" diary of my inner thoughts (Since the less ppl who read it the better!) BUT...since I can't treat it like a really personal diary [For totally obvious reasons... What if that particular someone that I've been writing bad things about in my miserable blog happens to stumble upon my blog in vast cyber space... Hey! You never know, right?]

I guess I need some interaction between my readers [if there are any la. Sigh.] and me... Well, homo sapiens are social animals, right? So my demands aren't too outrageous, right x 6??

Anyway, those of you reading this should totally get my thinly-veiled hints by now.. If u don't... Sorry lo! It must be my horrible way of writing.. Sob...

Whatever! I'm so totally over myself...

Don't really wanna write now *Anyway nothing interesting happened to valid itself a space in this stupid blog...!! !

@$$&#@!@#!$..* ---> Pls excuse my language due to intense frustration...

I think I should I go on strike until I get some interaction here in this blog!

SO THERE!!

Strike...strike...strike... No need to write liao. *Muahaha* Better show your loyalty, loyal readers, wherever you are... Muahaha...!!! YO!

Feeling Sick, Literally

Quite a lousy day albeit with a few perks *Will mention them later* Anyway, the main reason today was lousy coz I'm SicK!! ARGGHH!! I totally hate being sick...!!

My sickness? Oh yes...! My enemies! Flu and cough and sorethroat... Isn't it bad? And I still have to go to college with a runny nose & a terrible cough... [Wonder how my condition has totally worsen in one night!! Strange.] And I couldn't concentrate coz the cough mixture taken this morning making me feel really sleepy *What I mean is sleepier than usual.. Which is bad. lol.*

And I had to redo my phy experiment AGAIN..! Argghh... After a bit of manipulation (Opps..shldn't have said that here.. Hehe) & a few repeats, There! I got the converted curve!! YAY!! Thk god..! :D

Then it was lunchtime. Guess what I had for lunch? ICE-CREAM!!! [I must be insane...still eating ice-cream when I had such a terrible cough!!]

Anyway, the real reason we must go today was --> Today was the 31st.... which means Baskin Robbins have a discount today!! *They only have discounts on every 31st* See the reasoning behind it? Hehe...

Anyway, we bought 2 pints (Shld hav buy a Quart coz after calculation we found out that was cheaper... Sigh. Still, at least we get to try 4 flavours lo... Gotta waste $$ for more flavours, Ii guess...) The Flavours were: Pistachio Almond, African Safari (Too sweet! Ah!!) Baklara (pretty good..love it!) and Jamoca (I think... Can't really rmb the name. Yuki loved it.. I think it was so-so nia...)

Anyway, we couldn't finish it in time coz had to wait in line for a long time... So we decided to take it up to phy class [Coz leong did say we could eat in class arr... We took that as including ice-cream too...haha...] Thk goodness we finished before he came la... but the other students were all looking at us, drooling (Juz kiddin..lol) but they did say playfully why didn't buy for them la. Haha...

Btw, we also met jienz and a bunch of college frenz there... and since we took an extra number (50-ours & 51-extra..and what is the world coming too? Taking numbers for ice cream? I thought that was for serious stuff only like doing your IC or stuff... Ironic...!), we gave our extra number to them. Then they don't have to wait so long ma.. See? We're considerate... Haha.

After phy, it was bio class...and guess what the lecturer was teaching today? Influenza~Flu la! What a coincidence! :P Anyway, me & chinlin were laughing...like...to control influenza, affected individuals should avoid crowds, unventilated areas...etc... And what I was doing? Sitting in a crowd of students & in an air-con room... lol.

Guess that's all for now... Shld turn in early to get more zzz~~ So I can get well faster la!! That's was what was taught in bio today ma! :P