Am I Cheeky?

Omg...You wouldn't believe what happened today! [in reference to 2nd strange event of the day, not the 1st one]

Well, first things first... In eng class (1st class of the day, dare not change class coz was called 'alien' yesterday and was 'punished' too... Well well.. not a really good impression of her yesterday) but! today, I hoped to be able to review my opinion of my new eng lecturer...

And I guess she kinda redeemed herself a bit today... keke.... She actually taught real (real for her la) stuff in class... Woah! And da other students, her old ones I meant, were not really used to her teaching so much lo! me ah... It was of coz a relief that maybe I won't fail my eng after all...haha...

Anyway, she called on a few ppl 2 let her mark those papers and I think that she happens to have a somewhat strong preference to target those ex-ranjit students... which unfortunately includes me.... hmmm... when she called on me the first time, I repiled that I haven't finished coz...I haven't...hehe... This is largely due to the fact that I heard from other ppl that she doesn't really mind one... Well, why they didn't mention the all-imp fact that she'll personally mark the papers??

Anyway, being the super-girl that I was *snigger* I managed to finish the paper and passed it up... She was quite satisfied with it... even circled the words that she liked.. quite a few... [huh? I tot you circle things that are wrong?] but the main funny thing was she saw me talking 2 my frenz in front and she asked whether I was from my high sch, I said yes...

She replied: Eh, strange ah? Why your fren look so studious one... While you look so cheeky leh?

*Twai*

How to answer such Q? Ermm... could only smiled in amusement... Coz she really is the 1st one that says I look cheeky...

Actually, I like it a lot better than being described as 'studious'..lol Yay! I got a cheeky face! Yes! LoL...

Well, she even gave some of us nicknames like dory, quekie, nemo & etc. Coz she can't rmb our names properly without confusing us up... Well, fortunately, I was not one of them so I get to retain my original name... muahaha... ;P thk god..

Ok... 2nd thing~ that I find the most interesting & also really mind-boggling... I'm sure you will too...

Well, I went to find leong to get my marks for my 2nd assessment which includes all of our assignments [and of coz our hardship~ blood & tears *sob*] and also my modulation factor...

If u want a thorough explanation abt this, juz read lydia's post abt it (very thorough~way 2 go, lyd!), ok, click here... So, I won't go into detail liao... Juz that modulation factor is something to do with attire, attention in class and involvement during lesson etc...

Anyway, I went with Wen-S to get our marks...Leong told her 1st {of coz he asked whether she minded other ppl hearing it.. she said no} and even explained why he gave her this modulation factor and all. Then it was my turn. I was hoping to get modulation factor 1 la...

*Crosses fingers* He told me my marks and I got modulation factor 1!! YAYZ!

Then he elaborated by saying I was attentive in class and blah blah but then...

He said: But sometimes you're cheeky horr.. Do it behind my back har.. Major O.o...

Well, am I cheeky? You judge...

Imagine being called cheeky not once a day, but twice! aikz... +_+ Maybe it's true after all... Yay...!

But.. but he dropped another bomb (figuratively of coz)...

He asked whether I have found my cellphone!! I was like Huh? Omg! How did you know?? *in my mind of coz, duh* So I replied yes, I found it d...

He then said: 1st time or 2nd time? I answered him: 1st time...[I totally knew that he was hinting that I'm a absent-minded person...argghh...] so then we went out after saying our good-byes...Juz kidding...haha...

Anyway, the imp thing here is --> HOW IN THE WORLD DID HE KNOW I "ALMOST" LOST MY CELLPHONE?? OMG!!

I din tell many ppl... only yuki and lydia...and blogged abt it (click to read past post)...so I guess a lot of ppl knew [din know my blog was so 'popular'] but still! How would he know?? I juz cant figure it out... Unless someone who reads my blog told him? But who so kaypo...

And how would u tell leong... like: Leong, u know ah, zy juz "lost" her phone leh... out of the blue?

Siao meh? So I'm now at my wits' end... Should have asked him but I think he wouldn't have told me neways...

He must have saw my surprised face and said: not I purposely go n find out abt my students... my sources tell me one... SOURCES? What sources?? Omg!

Help! His spying system is totally super! even the US president must come and learn from him leh...lol...

Or *this 2nd way is even worst* maybe he somehow stumbled upon my humble blog in vast cyberspace? OMG!! (screaming at top of voice) If this true, I think I will throw myself over a cliff...

My lecturer reading my blog? So surreal..! I guess having a traditional diary does have it's appeal after all... come 2 think of it, not practical la, commiting suicide for such a "trivial" matter.. I will juz have to shift my blog to another URL lo.. that's all... [Mr.Leong, if you're reading this, pls leave me a comment so I can shift my blog... It's my right to privacy after all...] but I'm guessing he won't do that even if he IS reading my blog... I'm so dead!! ARGGHH....

But jokes aside... How did ke know? HOW?! Anyone have any ideas?? Pls tell me... or if you're the one who told him, juz "admit" your guilt here and maybe I'll reconsider... err, your punishment....haha... :P

*Pulls hair coz can't figure it out*

Well, I guess I'll end here then... I hope someone would provide me feedback abt this.. coz I SO wanna know how he does it... *sigh*

Nothing, no knowledge is safe from him... I guess I'll just shave my head bald and become a nun then....lol...

The Storm After The Calm (i.e. Results after Hols)

Hmm... This post is abt yesterday-- Mon, first day of 3rd semester and what an eventful day it was! I already know most of my marks liao.. Well, I think on the overall, it was quite good.. Especially physics since the paper was damn hard, man!! Leong is really something when it comes to setting papers... Argghh..

Anyway, phy was the 1st class of the day and let me tell what a sorrowful day it started out! This is all becoz leong gave us a really stinging lecture abt what we shld do or shldn't do (O.o) and I felt pretty guilty too although I did pretty well... coz all the things he said were spot-on!

Let me see. Online la. Play cell phone la. Prepare for prom la. Watch Tv la. And god-knows what... ARGGHH...! And I din do anything wrong in the 1st place!! What the hell!! But shld bersyukur that I did well lo...haha...

Then it was chem time..not bad...thk god... Coz leela said she was disappointed that we didn't do better... And the worst thing was that she alwiz alwiz give out the papers according to marks...from highest to lowest... Not mentioning the fact that she also reads out your marks to the whole class!! OMG!!

At least mine was pretty good so I didn't have to worry but the thing is some ppl didn't do so well, but do you need to scold them in front of everyone?? Omg. Talk about insensitivity...

Do you know how fragile teenagers' phyche are? lol.. I guess she juz thinks that we have very thick skin kua... :P Maybe we need more training for that...

Anyway...then came the 2 subjects that I'm totally unsatisfied abt...which are *drumroll pls* both of my maths.... Maths 2 units and Maths Ext-1... *huge sigh*

Okie... my maths 2units was still ok but the only thing I'm unhappy abt is the stupid fact that I missed doing 1 part!! I DIN DO ONE GOD-FORSAKEN PART and it costed me 5 marks!! 5 bloody marks when I know how to it pretty well... Thank you very much... Argghhh...

Whatever. This is still not the worst. The worst is maths Ext-1...!! Iif comparing to my past results. I can say i did badly, but comparing to my other frenz (most of them, of coz) I did pretty well ade...

Erm, contradictory? Yup... I juz tot that I couldn't do a few but what happen? I did wrongly quite a few Qs leh... Differentiate also got integrate inside one... Conclusion: Siao! So I'm now having mixed emotions since my results would be considered quite good by some [well, quite some ppl failed ya know...

The paper was damn hard... Truth, cross my heart but I don't hope to die...! *Muahaha*] but still it's not really good since I'm not that bad at maths... All becoz not enuf time and they still set such a diff paper. Sigh again... Awwks.. What is gone is gone...

Today, I got my bio marks! and believe it or not! It was the highest of all!!! OMG...And i was complaining that my bio sure die d!! This is becoz the teacher was quite lenient and some answers that I wasn't really sure of were correct! YES! Thk god...Well, I think a lot of ppl did well in this paper too.

My fren posted on his msn, he said he did the best for the subject he never paid attention to in class... Really funny! Haha... but I DO pay attention, well, most of the time, that is. lol.. :P

Well, I guess that's that. Let's juz say that I'm quite happy wif all subjects except my two maths..

*Head catches fire* Arrgghh... Stupid mathz...

=Peace Out=

Celebrate! Last Day of Hols!

Ok.. This post is damn late but recently quite busy ma. Spent a lot of time at my grandma's hse... Coz 2 of my cousins juz came back from KL.. Nice to see them...! They're pretty funny.

My younger cousin apparently is quite fond of the word 'noob' and uses it anytime. Err, he doesn't really know what it means and neither do I.. Sorry dictionary, lazy 2 open u la... Funnily, he even creates new words like 'noobly' and 'noobness'... Don't ask me what they mean coz I also dunno!

Ok.. back to the real topic.. Was digressing a bit..Well, today went for an long-due outing wif my fren, SY..So long din see her d!! We've both been super busy ma...haha...Anyway, we went to gurney to shop shop shop! *Well, i'm A girl too... And girls NEED to shop..lol* We couldn't stop talking once we started... My mouth also dry ade [quite a feat, for me ya know.. *winks*] She told me some things that happened at our high sch...

And then asked me stuff abt my supposedly 'glamorous' college life... Told her it wasn't that glamorous after all...Basically the same thing except less rules! *YES! I wasn't really of a stupid-rulez-kinda person. I ain't a clone ya know. So much for individuality..keke* Ok, then we went to have lunch. We had hotdogs for lunch and since the bar counter was packed we went outside to enjoy our lunch.. Sat outside MacD... Nice to be in nature...haha....

And we talked...and talked abt stuff that has been hapenning in our lives ya know... I juz LURVE the fact that we still like the SAME songs even when we dun meet so often!! *Sigh* Come to think of it, I really miss those days that we alwiz sit in tuition together, listening to Ghee. Then during break, we all will discuss what to eat and all that..

I think the ah pek selling food (fries and god-knows-what) had made a fortune of us! lol. And the fact that we looked out for each other during class... like when I miss something (which happens often, I tell u) she will tell me and vice versa. I so so missed that... The good old days--Long Gone... Nostalgic.

Then, after lunch we went shopping lo... Nice oh... Never spent so much money in one day lo! [SY, my mum asks the money still not enuf for daily use meh.. And the truth is I already took an extra RM50 from my dad's wallet...O.o.. Let's juz hope they dun find out...]

Right..back! We went shopping..and we saw this new shop...the stuff really nice lo...and expensive too... Aikz..the shop's name is Vince & Co. Accessories shop.. Well, accessories ARE a girl's best friend if she can't afford diamonds...lol... Anyway, saw this cute bracelet... Couldn't resist although the price was not cheap... So nice the bracelet! I like it so much... and it supposes to bring good luck too... [will need it when I get back my trials results tmr...oh no!] sy also bought one too, but diff colour... Since we have the same taste one ma...Haha..

Then, the shoplady said that if we buy over RM30, can get a free membership card. We being greedy ppl (malaysians ma!) went to see what we could buy from there..after much deliberating, I decided on a pair of beaded earrings (nice but now when i looked at it, i think a bit too long la for everyday use wo) and sy bought 2 earrings *smaller ones since cannot wear so big in high sch* at that time still lack RM0.40 to make up the RM30 wo! Aiyo... Then I browsed around.. saw these scrunchies.. Quite nice and not really expensive. So I bought one yellow one. I need a few nice ones too...and so we paid.

My fren asked me to sign up 4 the card wo... So I did.. so now anyone wanna shop there? I got 10% discount lo! Cool! Will go there to buy more accessories next time...

Btw, they also sell this "TOO Glamorous" stuff like super-bejewelled hairpins {the type used to tie ur hair up one} that I totally wouldn't wear even you give it to me... I mean, it's so tacky! not to mention, expensive to... RM32.90 for one damn hairpin?! Siao meh?

Ok..then we walked around a bit, talking more than shopping actually... I bought another hairpin (used to tie up hair one) which was way cheaper! So there... and not tacky too! haha... =P

My fren then said she already was using make-up liao lo... She showed me her eye-shadowed eyes... I so want to learn how 2 use... I also want mascara...! What's the use of long eye-lashes if ppl can't see them? She then took me to watsons, and recommended me which lip-gloss to buy... Nice! Next time I'll buy mascara...lol...

See? I shopped a lot in that on day... but I did try not 2 overspend la... Note: tried being the imp word here...) After so much walking around we're exhausted.. Thk god I din wear my high-heels although it suited my dress better, but my feet would be killing me by then I think... We then sat down and talked again... yakking away... while we're talking, we exchanged MP3 songs on our phones... I juz lurve the song Beside These Hazel Eyes lo! But I was a bit bewildered when I was awoken by a new alarm tone on mon...haha...

After a while my dad called, asking us to meet him at MacD... There was only 1 outside...but strangely, he said "inside" wo... In the end, after numerous phone calls, we found out that he was at one-stop! Not Gurney! Haih.. Why he so blur? He said he tot I said 1-stop wo... *shakes head* if only my parents would lemme drive... before my dad came, we met june and Yi-C outside... they went to catch a movie... bade farewell to them before clambering into dad's car...

And that concludes our hang-out... Other things that happened after that were not of any importance... So I won't bother 2 say anymore! Ciao!

Msian Idol Spectacular 4 [Critic = me]

Hmmm...was quite a satisfying spectacular last night... Not bad, not bad... Anyway, Daniel was wonderful last nite [all the judges were full of praise, even paul, surprise of all surprises]... Farah whom I'm rooting for was ok (in my opinion pretty good) but I think a bad song choice made it not so good...

Actually I thought all things considered, she did the song pretty well... It's just that the song involved a lot of 'shouting' that the judges think was not really nice-sounding and all... Since paul thought that it doesn't really suit her supposedly girl-next-door image.

Well, I thought it was ok.. Although she might look sweet and nice, it doesn't mean that she IS sweet and nice. I think that last week she succesfully showed her sexy/sensual side, didn't she?

Of coz, I thought she still lacked the ommph factor when it comes to singing more provocative songs... Maybe it's not really her after all.. Sigh, but she does have the whole package. Looks, talent, star potential and all.. So many judges said that she could cut an album anytime she want...Wow...

Ok. Maybe I might be a little biased... but heck, this is my blog... I say what I want... Well maybe not racial sentiments.. Afterwards, get kicked out of country then know d...kekeke...

Anyway, I thought Ash had improved a lot... Last time he really sucked, man! But now quite passable.. I particularly liked it when he sang the song "lady in red" (correct right? Can't really rmb accurately) it was more real for me... but paul said he liked this week one better... *shrug* Well, it was a lot better when he tried to do rock songs... those songs were nice songs.. but once he sang them *Piang* glass broke all over him.. Lousy with a capital L... Thk god he came to his senses... and chose songs that really suited him... Good for you!

The others ah... Let me just give an overview, can? Coz I lazy liao la... Faizul: good rocker... Not really good at other genres, so at a disadvantage here... He shld have joined the Search for a Rockstar or something...haha... Adam: Err, not my type coz too feminine... The way he moves on stage induced many involuntary shudders in me...eww... At least he minimized those already... Thk god...

Anyone else? Let me think...right! Nita: Damn classy girl! This girl is going to go far, I tell you... Her singing also fabulous... Her lovely looks dun hurt either...lol... Next, Xerra: Pretty good too. She really used her experience singing in pubs to her advantage... I think what she said is true, ppl will alwiz compare her with Nita.. Awwks...

I guess that's all now... Gotta go! Like this critic? Leave comments lo... lol...

The Internet Addict ~ Me!!

Well, I wouldn't believe it if u told me months ago that I will become an internet addict... but here I'm. A true blue internet addict! *Seriously, I felt uneasy the few days when my computer was under repair... Ahhh!* It was not that long ago that I could go by with a few days spent without caressing my pretty keyboard... It wasn't so long ago.

Now, since I'm part of the instant-gratifying generation [well, that's what they say la], the internet has served a big purpose in my life. it has opened up new worlds of thought for me... For one, since I discovered instant-messaging (truth to be told, I used the yahoo one ages ago, but not many ppl were using it so I abandoned it in disgust) thru msn messenger, I learnt that I could discuss things, chit-chat wif frenz without the phone. It was a wondrous thing to me. and also an addictive force that kept me going back for more. and more...

Then came the second addictive thing--> Blogs. It was really damn addictive, man! I keep coming back to write more! and more...so here I'm! [I've alwiz lurve writing but blogging has provided me with a platform and an audience..] So syiok! *Lyd, you shouldn't have introduced it to me... but, awwks, I guess Ii'd have known sooner or later... I'm quite updated one... haha*

See? That's why I'm an internet addict!! O.o Thank god I managed to convince my dad (wif a little help from my bro and a 'pretty' phone bill..lol) to set up the streamxy 24 hours thingy...or else dunno how ade lo... =P

Ermm, my parents aren't too fond or thrilled abt me and my bro being too attached to the pc... But my bro went overboard! (Now, he uses the pc and eat at the same time... Siao la! He'll bring up his plate and eat it beside the computer... so crazy one!) I seriously think he's nutz...

I guess the real reason they arent happy is becoz it means we'll be spending less time wif them... but... but I din really spent a lot of time wif them at the start {Oops.. shldn't have revealed that...lol} I'm sure leong'd be pleased to hear this...since it totally proved him right [I think he was talking abt semiconductors or something... Can't rmb] ...but I wasn't like this months ago.. So there!

Never mind abt that... I juz think that this internet addiction of mine isn't really healthy...but what to do? wif all addictions, it is just as difficult to break the habit...unless I've something better to do, I guess I'll be surfing the net... Sigh... and alwiz kena marah la by my parents... They really aren't big fans of electronic entertainment equipment (I think can exclude TV la.. They like it pretty much themselves.. Juz dun like me using it... Hypocrites! Haha.. Most ppl are...!)

Well, gotta go now! Nothing much to say except that maybe I could try cutting down on my internet time when it's nearer to the examz lo... Best thing, for me and my family! More quality time wif them? Hmmm... Let me think abt it 1st... coz I dun wan to get scolded for nothing... haha...

Byeeee! ;P

Nostalgic...! =P Gimme a tissue pls...

Ohhh... It was so nice meeting my old frenz back at high sch... Damn funny leh.. I popped up at 7am at high sch... My frenz all did a double turn when they saw me (you know what this means...ya? lol...fishing for compliments ah me...haha)

Anyway, really nostalgic ah, going back to sch... Seeing all *well not all, most* my frenz there! Haven't seen them for so long ade.... Really! Since I've been really busy (Eee..! Is excuse) and they everyday also have boring tuition (Not all have la... juz some crazy ones only.. No offense... Is moi lazy la..lol)

Well, I first went to see my frenz in A class (meaning most take 5 subs while sum take 4 only) Since I got many frenz here... Actually the truth is I met 2 frenz out at the corridor and naturally I followed them to their class la... met so many ppl!! Must I list them out here? So many wo...Surely take up lots of space one...okie.. just a few la--> meteor-rain, kimyee, kimduan, kewei, beekee, huimin... and many many more (dun get angry ya if I din put your name... I still rmb u la.. not old yet...lol.. Juz not enuf space ma.. and I'm lazy as alwiz) Btw, I din really put your real names up.. coz since I din asked ur permission.. It would be kinda of a rude shock of you're surfing the net and suddenly came upon my site.. wif your name proudly embellished on it.. Not a good idea. Whatever.. I used ur nicks.. same thing.. I can understand then okay d... *Nyahaha*

Then I went lepak-ing around sch.. cannot stay in class coz the teacher came ade... Dont wanna kena marah la.. I think the sch din change much la.. Except spruced up more la.. More cheerful murals and all... Nice!

Also met wanyun...she said her college 'closed-shop' becoz of haze.. That's why she can come to visit us lo.. So long din see her ade! *Funnily, the haze situation became better once the statement for schs to close was given...strange... Fated, I guess..lol*

Anyway, according to her, the campus she is in (she's on JPA scholarship one, so dun play-play ya) have a total of 300 ppl where non-muslims form abt 20 ppl!! Btw, when I said non-muslims, it includes bumiputeras too.. So that the number of chinese there not even more than 5!! FIVE!! Omg...the teachers in my sch say they become protected-animals d...haha...

During my lepak-ing, I naturally went to the teachers office... met a few teachers there... said hi.. Well, since i'm biased punya, I only talked more to my fav teachers (Of coz! Who'd want to talk to fierce teachers? Haha) like my f5 bio & Bc teacher... They're friendly & great teachers... I can only rmb good teachers one *What? Sue me then...!*

Then after sum discussing wif frenz, nothing much to do since my frenz all having classes so we went to library to read... storybooks la.. Nothing special happened to the books there... Din add much interesting books ya... [I pretty much read most of the interesting books there d...haha] So my fren tossed me a Sweet Valley High book... Started to read it since so long din read it d... and was in a mood for light reading ahh.. Cannot everyday read shakeapeare la.. Siao meh? (Actually I dun really read it, only the modern translation and sum old 'thee/thy' parts lo... Argghh.. I dun understand ma.. *shrug*)

Oops, digressing d...back! Ok, then we waited patiently for them to have break time... We smart ppl went to eat some snacks earlier *dun wan to squeeze wif them!* Err... since the sch food wasn't really appealing (it has never been so..lol) so we settled for sushi (yum-yum, licks lip) and some nameless food.. *shrugs again*

Then one of my fren have a free period.. went to chat wif her...layyyoong and yiphing... So nice...and nostalgic..! I really missed those times we had together, dun you?I also chatted wif another fren, Su-H.. Apparently she's been having a few problems lately... I hoped she gets them solved quickly! [xy! Can u talk to her abt it? I think her problems are not to be trifled with.. she told me her mum said: go & commit suicide if you like..! Oh no!] I dunno wat advice to give her... I've been there, done that... (not the suicide part la!! the situation that made her want to do that la!!) but not really the same case wo... Can use same advice?

But I think her mum was kinda insentitive and boy, do I know abt those! Gotta put up with it lo! I think I'll reply her letter and try to give her sum sound advice lo.. best way! (Yalah, she rarely on9 la... I also charm la.. So long din reply her letter.. Err, lazy and busy.. So pity me.. Have to write letter summore...I forgot a lot of chinese words d... O.o)

Anyway..Then we went to one-stop (the nearest ma) one Star-Ktv..Not bad karaoke center *recomended, coz competitively priced* went there quite a no. of times d...

Service ok.. Songs also ok.. Not bad...! Longer singer hours than Red-box! This is certainly what i like best! We sang until around 4pm...Then was booted out.. Eh, the ppl cheated abit leh... Not really 4pm sharp yet.. Still got 5 minutes leh!! Argghh.. Whatever.

Then went down to do window-shopping... Ok, I confess! Not window shopping la.... I bought a simple necklace coz I lost mine earlier this year (how clumsy of me!) cost me RM22 lo!! Wah...so expensive one... It's such a simple necklace summore.. but I like it! So shiny! Hehe..

Then, I went home lo... Too bad. So early ko...but it was altogether a great day!

Get to meet so many ppl that I din see for such a long time d!! GREAT! Well, that's all for now... Tataz!

Idol? Idola? Not!

What is it people who go to the extreme end of the spectrum when it comes to idolizing people?

You know the type of people I'm talking about... The screaming and/or fainting guys/girls who would just lurvve to get something touched by their idols.

Even a tissue? That's so gross. *Pukes*

Look. I have nothing against people having idols if they are good role models. But I just can't accept the fact that people will idolize a certain few just because of their good looks!

Looks? What are those if not just a random good combination of genes?

Now, if they would idolize someone because they have good principles in life or because of a good deed they had done... But I guess that’s just wishful thinking on my part. I mean, those typical celebrities you people idolize, what do you really know about him/her? Do you know him/her personally? If yes, go ahead with the adulation. Best wishes. How do you know he/her doesn't have a temperament that would make you totally want to kick his/her ass if it was someone else? How would you know?

Arrgghh... Don't talk to me about magazine rags and tabloids. Those only stir up news for the $$$, you know. How much of those is true? Only the celebrity & God knows. See? That's why it's most impractical to emulate someone you can only 'meet' in newspapers...

In my opinion, if you really want to idolize someone, heck, just make sure that the person is worth all the adulation and brouhaha. Otherwise, why idolize someone else when you can idolize yourself? (Okay, this IS a joke! better to mention it, you never know the number of people who lack an appropriate sense of humour these days... -_-)

But I know many of you will wag your finger at me and say I'm nuts. Say what you like. Plenty of space for comments here. But I'll still voice out any opinions I feel strongly about. Freedom of speech, right? So there!

Note ~ Idolizing is an altogether different thing from Admiration. (For one, the former is a verb while the latter is a noun, but never mind about that...lol...) Well, if you must know, they vary by the obvious fact that admiration is firmly rooted in fact while idolizing is no more that a feeling! And the scale of extremeness the fans will go to also have a marked difference too.

PS ~ This article is originally written for the HSC website... Click if you wanna join. I'm just wondering whether if it's suitable material for the site, that's all... It's a little offensive, no? Gotta ask them then! lol...

The 3 Es~Evil Electronic Entertainment

I dunno what's wif parents these days...Well, my parents to be specific. I know I shouldn't complain about them here but what to do? They have been pretty unreasonable lately. Dunno what the hell is wrong wif them... My mum apparently didn't really like me near the 'electronic entertainment'...i.e. computer, television, PS2 etc... Luckily the radio didn't make it on her list yet... Thk god.. Still here i'm, in front of the evil pc..Whatever. According to her, it'll totally damage my eyes... Well, it's like I'm alwiz in front of the pc...It's juz that a bit more regularly since I juz finished my trials... Gimme a break!! I'm going crazy ade...!

I dunno what they want sometimes... Apparently they want a daughter that is mad about household chores... (Hey! I'm just a normal teenager, okay?!) I dun mind doing chores... Can I do it whenever I like? Funnily they want me to start doing the minute I wake up!! That's so damn strange... since I'm a procastinator by nature... *It's totally not in my nature to be enthusiastic about household chores, okay?

Actually I think I'd be hard-pressed to find a normal teenager enthusiastic abt household chores...!* CRAZY!! And to add to that, I'm also not the world's best morning person too... Actually, I'm more of a night person... hehe... :P Go figure!

But enough abt that! I'm going nutz! I still cannot figure about their weird passion about having household chores done instantly... I try to find excuses but currently to no avail... My friend who is supposedly good at finding excuses for others (or so she says..lol) can't figure it out too...

But since I cant change my parents' mindset... and I know deep down, I love them... *Applause pls* lol] I guess that I'll just have to put up wif it... and try to do things their way... Ok, imagine me waking up and instantly taking up the broom/mop to clean the floor! *Maybe I'll sit on the broom and fly off like in Bewitched... Can a mop work as well?*

It's so unlike me, right? People who know me well, pls answer!! ;P

LOL... Gotta go then!

Surprise B'day Party!

Yup! Surprise b'day party! Alas! Not mine... haha... Neways, my b'day not due yet... In september, ya... Imp for frenz.. lol... Anyway, another post... Wah... Can't seem to stop posting.. Maybe becoz examz stress make me crazy ade!

Anyway, it was lynnju's b'day... And her parents decide to throw a surprise party for her. So cool her parents! :P Well, her house was really spacious. Can I call it a 'sprawling mansion'? Yup, that's the word for it...! lol...

You wouldn't believe it... There were posters of her plastered all over the place... *I'd wager that would cost them a pretty penny or more* to find out more, read jh's blog.. juz click here! I'm a bit lazy to blog about this aspect d... Juz one more bit, the b'day cake was so pretty! It's the shape of a grand piano and wasn't it grand! Pearly white with gold designs... Elegant! Pity I din even get to eat the cake. Must be becoz I went home early. Actually not really early la.. Not my fault. I was hitching a ride with others ma...

Anyway, the thing that really trilled me was the fact that I got the opportunity to catch up wif tons of old frenz... Nostalagic la...! There were some guys from my primary sch days...*haven't seen for so long d! There was one that I could barely recognize lo.. lol.. Moi have lousy memory especially when it comes to remembering ppl... Or was it becoz he looked so different!?

Anyway, sorry guys that I din chat much wif ya all.. Errm, can I say I was stumped for words? *First time in history...haha..* And some ppl from our form5 high sch class came too! [OMG! Haven't seen them for so long too!! Miss them so much...]

Frenz! Hope to see u guys soon! I'll come back to visit you all next week! coz we have one-week semester break! (one week only!! *groan*) but stupid bad timing due to haze! Why does the haze has to come during my rare semester break? ARRGGHH...

Anyway, I really wanna plan many many hang-outs wif my many long-time-no-see frenz... wow.. My social calendar is quite full, ya... haha... But I will relax only to come back to find my stupid trials results waiting for me ominously...

I'm so dead. I'm scared of getting my bio paper.. Dr.ooi! Why did u come out wif so easy Qs that I tot wouldn't come out!! ARGGHH... This is going to make me do badly... DAMN... I dunno how to answer coz I skipped that part due to lack of time... My Bad. And I studied like mad abt the difficult parts and it didn't even come out one damn f***ing question... Of coz I'll try to refrain from using too obscene language. Hence, the asterisks...lol...

Oh right. I'm veering off topic, but I'm feeling a bit frustrated. Scared that damn bio is going to stain my 'pretty' forecast result. What if i dun get in to the uni of my choice because of stupid bio? Damn damn damn...x 1000!!

But what is done is done. I can't change it. Let fate pave the way for me... And my faith prevail.

Ok, God, I'll prepare thoroughly for my finals. I swear... This is such a total lesson for me. I'll learn from my mistakes...Yes!

Gtg d...gotta catch Msia Idol result show..yeah! Hope that Daniel dun get booted out.. Wasn't so good that day..but Farah was excellent! I think she got the potential to be the next Msian Idol... Good! :D

Ok... Byeeeee!

PS~btw, this website also contain a lot of clues abt Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince. Juz click on the link below:

http://www.dumbledoreisnotdead.com/

Enjoy! but I gotta warn you.. Dun click unless you have finish the book or you really don't mind spoilers la... Have fun!

Black Thursday

In reference to my title, this is the post that I'm going to write abt the "terrible incident" that happened that day...

Well, juz came home from college, anticipating an all night marathon to study damn bio *Refer past post* and was rummaging in my bag to find my cell phone 2 sms my fren. I continue rummaging... and rummaging *Apparently my bag has a lot of stuff in it...lol* and I couldn't believe my eyes...

I can't find my cell phone!! [It's quite new! Juz bought it a few weeks ago ah...!]

Thinking that it was confusion on my part, I continue rummaging.. Since on many occasions, I finally found it in the end.

However, today it was not to be.

Panicking, I threw my bag upside down, dumping all my contents on the bed, but to no avail, I JUZ CANT FIND IT!!

I was practically hyperventilating by then.. *Ok, I'm exaggerating*

I wanted to call my frenz in college to help search for it in college (I tot maybe I left in the empty lockers or the library la) but I couldn't since all my frenz numbers were in that phone...Finally had to resort to extreme measures...

Rushed to find my dad and asked him to rush me to college in a feeble attempt to find my phone... However, my dad wanna go 2 work d. So my mum said she will send.. Pessimist she was, she told me that it was wasted effort since anyone coming upon it, would have taken it away.. Me being an optimist harbour hope (that was dimming significantly, I must say with every second ticking past) that someone had not seen it hidden away in the dark recesses in the lockers...

Anyway, while my mum was speeding us towards college, I comtemplated my fate...I knew that the last time I was sure I had seen my phone was in da coll library [I used it to look at the time] well, I knew what my fate was: # If I am extremely lucky, I will find my phone returned to me by some rare samaritan and I dare say I'm an optimist?!) or # I will have to remain phoneless for a few more months or # resort to a lousy old beaten worn phone... Sigh. Doesn't sound good, eh?

Anyway when we reached coll, I sprinted to the lockers. Scared of what I will find there. I flung open the doors of all the empty lockers... to find...

Nothing. Empty.

My heart was thumping loudly. I went into the library, hoping against hope, and asked the librarian asking whether anyone has returned a lost phone... Phone? she asked, and shook her head. My heart was sinking so fast that I was sure that I could hear a resounding clunk when it hit the bottom...

Anyway, as a last resort, I went to the DSA to see if there was any hint of my phone in the Lost & Found unit...But I was fast losing hope... *See? I'm realistic too...* Well, to my eminent dismay, I received a shake of the head from the person in charge.. And if i'm not wrong, I think she gave me a sympathetic look too...Haih...

So I walked to my mum's car with my head down and my spirits was at all-time-low (a new record, even for me..lol) thinking that I was doomed without my phone... Oh no! So I went home, treated with a good dose of I-told-you-so's from my mum. Sigh. And I couldn't say anything... Coz I WAS in the wrong. I think my mum was kinda shocked that I didn't answer back for once *Yeah, unfilial child I am... O.o I'm so gonna burn in hell. lol.* Anyway, I think I was the one in shock...

Well, I dragged myself home, wondering how was I going to face up to the study marathon, knowing that I had juz lost my phone... I'm thinking, gone case la... Then, I went up to look in my bag again.. Juz trying to salvage any hope, ya know... Though I know there was none left...

Until...

I felt my bag (it's the type that is soft one, so can feel la) and i felt something squarish and hard in the almost same shape of my phone. My heart was racing, wondering: Could it be? And my hands were too rushed that I couldn't find the correct clasp. My mum helped to open it for me...

And to my amazement, I found my phone. [It was in another compartment that I rarely used. That's why I didn't think of looking there at first... Coz I had forgotten of its existence...] I grasped it with such a happiness that I tot it wasn't possible to feel so relieved... To think I almost lost it and all the numerous contacts' numbers in it! I would need a lot of work to get all those contacts' numbers again lo... Thank god!

Anyway, I'm thankful that I found my phone... So thankful! I must remind myself to be more careful in the future.. Actually I'm pretty careful with it most of the time. Except that tat day was exam ma... So a bit confused...lol...

So long...! Will write another post later, I think. Maybe abt the party I went to last night. Bye!

A Summary of Doom

Prologue

Yay! I'm back! Long hiatus, yeah? I had to do my irritating + annoying trials ma!! Arrggh... Well, I think I did ok (ok only ah...omg) for all subjects except one!! Guess which? Bio! Damn bio... Actually I used to like this subject but it's became a burden when I opened my notes... to find so much that I haven't studied...! OMG!! There are a total of 4 chapters in a year... and before yesterday, I only studied like 1 chapter nia... *summore is a chapter that I had already studied for mid-year...

I know I know, I should study the chaps that I din study before... but when I opened chap 3 --> The Search 4 Better Health... It totally scared me that I din really feel like studying it...! Yeah, I know I’m an escapist... That's why I like Harry Potter so much la! lol..*

Anyway, now I'm so totally paying for it... The teacher set with questions that most ppl wouldn't think that'd come out... Meaning that he set Qs that was of not much importance... and... He totally din ask abt the immune response thingy! *I studied the whole night for it, ya know! Yalah, cannot escape forever. Had to study it in the end... and let me tell you: The immune system thing was damn complicated!! Why all the lecturers like this one? They all set Qs so different from past years one... and only this year damn hard leh... All the Qs!* I was thinking of giving a blow-by-blow account of it... Ok, here goes:

Monday --> Eng (3 papers)

I think it was ok. Though a bit rushed for time. I dunno what the ppl in charge of this exam are thinking. The time allocated is juz not enough... I mean 1 hour and 40 mins for a really diff comprehension that invigorates us abt the uses of eng language... and... a long essay abt the 5 texts we did in our course... Crazy! How to finish in time? Okie, moi did finish but it was juz in the nick of time... and normally moi have a lot of time to 'shake leg' during eng exam... Haih... Anyway that was still not so bad, paper 1...

Paper 2 was the worst... in terms of lack of time... 1 hour to write a long winded essay analyzing dialogue and a long long interview... 1 hour!! Really must be mad... I think the ppl who set this span of time must either be crazy or they can think & write at lightning speed! Whatever...

Paper 3 was the listening paper. Better compared to last time. The mid-year one, the Aussie accent was so thick that I couldn't catch much of what was happening except sumthing involving a talking kangaroo/roo! But this time although the accent was not so thick... but the Qs were kinda hard leh... and I tot I heard 'account manager' but the others insist is 'accountant' leh... Can it be considered the same?? Pls la... Dun think I will get hard marks for this paper... Oh no..! but I don't wanna talk abt it liao.. On to the next day!

Tuesday --> Physics

I think this paper was hard but I was not surprised. After doing the past years, I think this is the only paper that lives up to the past years *Meaning level of difficulty was not that different la... but IS hard la!* I have a feeling that of all my science subjects, this will confer me wif the higher marks.. I mean the others gone case liao la... Haih... Why am I so lazy? Anyway, I think it was ok-but-still-hard sort of way... Is there such a thing? Whatever. This one I’m satisfied with it. Next one leh? Let's move one..!

Wednesday --> Maths 2 units (i.e easier one)

Err.. 3 hour paper? 10 Qs..? Can do la! I got a lot of time to slowly do eh... but my frenz who were doing mathz 4 units [the hardest of all, which moi choose not to touch... Good choice, considering all things] weren't so lucky. They were in a mad rush to finish. I see their paper I will faint already la..! *Imitate faint* lol. I think this paper was ok... Satisfactory! But still harder than past year leh! Not fair! Why like this one? Some of the Qs were tricky man! But lucky that I finally tot of the solutions in the end... Phew. *Sigh of relief*

Thursday --> Chemistry & Maths 3 units

Well, I think it was still ok... Though there were a few Qs that I was not really sure. However, I'm not satisfied with it coz I had made a stupid error! I tot acetic acid is C2H5COOH but it is CH3COOH ahh!! Omg...! Such a stupid error! 3 marks bye-bye! For nothing some more...! Leela is going to scold me..! God! That day she juz scolded someone in class for it. How could I forget?? No wonder when I read C2H5COOH like a bit funny like that...!

Why din I think further? I'd have tot of it! Damn it..! First careless mistake! *Actually I think my frequency of careless mistakes had decreased significantly compared to my high sch years... so good lo...* Anyway, I think the Qs that I was sure, I was really sure... but the ones I dunno... I really dunno anything abt it! *Blank* God!! Let's juz say I'm not satisfied wif it and leave it at that ok? Arghh.

Mathz 3 units. I was kinda dreading it coz sir said that we'd not be able to finish it in time... 7 damn difficult Qs in 2 hours...! Well, I managed to finish it by racing wif time... but!..but! When I said I finished all, I meant I did until the last Qs, not do all! Coz I couldn’t do some of the harder Qs... Haih... Why did sir set so hard?? Again, another prime example that this year's papers are so much harder that past years!! So Unfair! *Gashing teeth* I skipped over a few Qs that I couldn't do. Din want to waste time on it. I think got quite a few leh... and especially the question abt induction one ahh. Dunno la. Why so strange one? Never seen such a Q before... Hmmm. Couldn't prove it...but awwks.. My smart fren also cannot do... What more me? [little me] Still, I was kinda satisfied with it in a strange kind of way...lol... Btw, something terrible happened today... but since it needs a lot of explanation, I'll talk abt in my next post... ok, next! And thk god the last!

Friday --> Biology [ I HATE it! with a fervour so passionate that it’d melt metal...]

Well, since I have make a long and passionate statement abt this stupid paper in the prologue of this long long post.. Well, I'll juz cut it short here. Hmmm. Can I say that I only slept for 1 hour the whole damn night?? Totally felt like dying. Almost bash my head into the wall coz feeling so frustrated *O.o~aggressive tendencies* I couldn’t wait for this paper to pass fast enough...! I was pretty much a zombie by then since I didn't really sleep much the past nights either...but that night was the worst...

See the dark circles under my eyes? *I normally dun have dark circles one even if I’m really sleepy... which just goes to show how seriously deprived of sleep I was...* Funnily now I feel really wide-awake and still got energy to type this long long post summore... haha...

Anyway, I think I can safely conclude that biology is not my favourite subject anymore... Out!! I mean I like learning abt bio stuff but studying for it is totally another thing altogether... OMG! I can also safely hazard a guess that bio will also be my worst subject in this series of trials... and what a way to go! [a bit paiseh, coz mid-year my bio was one of the highest. Now become so charm.. I feel really ashamed of myself.

The same goes for mathz 3 units. Although I dun feel ashamed about it la... coz I did do my best for that one...] *Sigh of relief coz end of terrible harrowing trials... and another sigh of regret coz I din prepare properly for it... Is anything new? The only time I really prepared for an exam was the spm... and look what I got... lol*

Epilogue

Gotta end this soon or it will be damn long already. Tonight going to a fren's party. Actually it is a surprise party thrown for her by her parents... So lucky! Her parents sound really liberal. Unlike 2 parents that I happen to know really well...lol... Anyway, I think the lecturers were plain cruel becoz:

• They set papers that were different from past years in terms of level of difficulty and type of questions... Argghhh...

• They on the air-conditioner so cold until that I swear that I would had turn to ice had I not bring in a jacket... and it was still SO very cold! My hands were practically freezing. My fren said her teeth was chattering lo... Dunno why they dun adjust the air-con... or maybe becoz it is a central air-con, so cannot be adjusted? *Brrrrzz* So chilly! Refer to lydia's post abt it, juz click here. And since I was not in my best health due to severe lack of sleep, I think that the chill did not contribute to my well-being... Arrgghh *Gashing my poor chattering teeth*

• Let me tell u, staying awake to the wee hours of dawn to study a damn subject is totally not a pleasant enterprise that one should attempt to undertake... Desperately try to warm hands but rubbing them together but to no avail...*

Awwks... Enough with the mumble-jumbo... Gotta say tataz now! Will elaborate abt the 'terrible incident' on Thursday in the next post... Neways, will post this up later coz the stupid streamxy cannot work la... Alwayz no connection one... Damn!

Impending Doom...*Doomed*

Well, the title of this post doesn't really cheery or optimistic, does it?

*Everyone nods vigorously*

That's because I'm so dead...! Ok ok. Point taken. If u've read my past posts... That's becoz i can't finish studying for my trials!!

YIKES! Help me pls...

Tommorow we'll be facing english! And I haven't studied for it yet! Oh dear. Not to mention the three dreaded science subjects that I still haven't managed to finish...OMG! I have tried my best *Yeah, I did! Ok... Sometimes, I slipped up a bit...like now!! Still blogging, huh?*

But whatever... I dunno what to say except I feel like ranting and raving like a girl gone crazy!

Why do I alwiz procastinate..??

And why do I alwiz regret it before the tests?

And then swear I'd study harder next time [study smarter also can la.. suka you!] but everytime, after the tests, I will forget and I'll break my oath...argghhh!!!! And then I'd regret the next time tests come ambling along again... *Sigh*

Why are tests set to ruin my life? [Pls excuse my insane ramblings..since deep down in my consciousness, I know tests are a must in life...haih...]

Life still goes on. *Huge sigh*

This is no one's fault but mine... lol. At least I can still laugh about it la..

HP6's explanation..pretty good!

Not gotta say much coz lack of time...

Neways... Was browsing when I found this cool site about Harry Potter & The Half-Blood Prince.

If u want to know why XX killed XX, juz go to this site... The explanation is brilliant!*Makes me happier all of a sudden* Juz click the link below... However, be warned. If u dun want spoilers... Don't click... or proceed at your peril... *Muahaha*

http://www.livejournal.com/users/garlandgraves/3409.html

Still, you should have finish reading by now... Any true harry potter fan! lol... Anyway, dun say I didn't warned you, okay?

The Un-Spectacular Spectaculars

Walao! Watched the Malaysian Idol results show yesterday but din feel like blogging until now... man!

Let me tell you! dat was one lousy spectacular! Totally un-spectacular at all! *Excuse the pun pls* Why? You might ask? (for the ppl who din see the show)

Well, let me tell you: This is juz the first spectacular and they already voted 2 of the best singers out!!!!!! Crazy! This is not my opinion either, the judges agree with me too...

I wonder what happen to the smart ppl voting here! what happened? i feel like bellowing.

But nothing can be done.

Poor Atilia & Trish. I think they didn't think they'd be out so soon (Atilia maybe coz she was crying prior to the anouncement. I think she knew her fate. Probably something to do with the Looks Vs Voice dialogue that Paul Moss was harping abt. Guess he was right after all. What to do, humans are superficial creatures... Ok, I'm not excluding myself too. I did not vote for them instead I choose farah instead..)

But notwithstanding the fact, there were other ppl that definitely did not belong there. For example--> Ash & Ejay? *I'm saying this tentatively coz I'm afraid of hatemail... Awwks, send it on.. Wait, you dun have my email, do you? Aikz!*

Anyway, in my opinion, the worst contestant was ash... He's totally lousy! Din do well at all the whole round. If he's like din do well one or two times, that's still ok wif me... but everytime? That's a bit too much, ya know? But whatever... probably ppl are going for his looks and all.. *Sigh* whatever...

Anyway I think he should be out the first time. But sadly it as not to be... and Ejay was much better than him la... but din quite make tha cut la... and inserting that glass-breaking tone ala mariah carey is attention grabbing and all but not appropriate right at the beginning at the song la! But each is entitled to one's opinion...

Still she was a much better choice than Ash! [Guess that I dun really like ash? Well, his attitude doesn't make him really endearing too la. But I hope he will be kicked out next time! or i'll seriously say that we malaysians really "mata koh stamp" la... Translation: eyes are glued shut by stamps.. Funny I know...lol..]

Ok... Gotta stop this ranting already. Anyway, dun agree with what I say? Send in the hatemail, let me amend, since you dun have my email and I wouldn't dream of providing you with it... Well, you are perfectly at liberty to leave me comments/complaints at the link below or the chatterbox at the side...

Help yourself! Tata!

Dead...so Dead!!

Now it's study break...! And I'm panicking....

Why? Of coz I can't finish studying in time for da big finale next week!!

HELPPPPPPPPP!!

How can we finish 3 science subjects (da worst!), mathz (Still ok gua...but dunno..coz I take harder maths ah. See how during test lo! Ah!!) and eng (Damn diff since got a lot of parts eh...and moi din really prepare for it ahh...!!) in a mere 9 days??? Seeing that 2 days have already passed... and the crawling rate at I'm going... I can safely say i wont be able to finish on time unless I buck up!! but's it's difficult ya know.. Seeing tat I'm a professional procastinator and all...lol. [Refer past post.. Haven't figured how 2 link previous posts yet... Anyone care 2 teach me?]

So what am going to do? Help!!! SOS!! Ok. I better calm down or I will have a heartattack in front of the computer... No kidding.

*Take in deep breaths*

Ok. Better now. Hyperventilating juz now... Aikz~

Well, I guess I juz have to do my best! Yes! Try my best! But I do hope I will do well, u know, coz this test is gonna be really important for me to get into the university of my choice.. Haih... help! Who do I have to blame except me for not studying regularly.*Well, that'd be totally unusual for moi, ya know.. I meant studying regularly*

I guess I will try 2 pray that I do well gua [never been this religious eh..lol..] Juz hope that the fact that I have tried to pay attention in class without falling asleep will pay off..! Hope... hope [Btw, note that the imp word here is 'tried'. Meaning that sometimes I had failed terribly in my mission. Well, I'm juz human ah.. Ok, that's a lousy excuse... Aikz]

Gtg already. I meant blogging here is a precious waste of my time ah... Yup yup! Have to force myself to hit the books already! [Btw, why do I study so slowly? I can't seem 2 concentrate la...]

Before I go, let me reiterate: I'm dead! So dead! Help!! =(

Ps1 ~ Well, let me announce sumthing that you all already know: The computer is an evil thing... *you will sure know why la*

Ps2 ~ Btw, got scolded by dad early in the morning. He came in to call my sis 2 to wake up. My sis being still sleepy kicked the cupboard in a mighty kick (bam!) and I woke up & shouted: "What the hell?" *Ok, I forgot myself. Shld not had swore in front of my parents. At least I din say WTF... Thk god* Anyway, was scolded for my use of language... [Hey, I wasn't really awake, you know. So I din really know what I was doing ma. And I dun like ppl interuppting my beauty sleep either.. lol.]

Yoohoo!

Today is tuesday... Period. Not going 2 say much except that it had been kinda stressful these few days...

We're at a crisis ~ short of time!! *Quote courtesy of leong..*So much to do and so little time!! Haih!!!

And! Still I'm here today! Still blogging!! Oh dear.. Feeling kind of guilty, you know... But I gotta relax a bit... Really! Coz these few days I have been having chest pain... [Yeah, I asked my dad d.. He said: "Not to worry. Juz muscle pain" before waving me away again... *Big sigh*]

Okie, it isn't that bad...and actually I think I'm not that stressed la.. I mean if I was really that stressed I'd be slogging at my books then, wouldn't I?? But here I'm always wasting my precious time away before regretting later.. I think I shld change my nick to "The Procastinator" ade (not the Terminator okay?)... Lydia would totally understand me, do you Lyd??

How abt a new Procastinators Club huh? Not a bad idea... Though it'd be hard to get the club off since all the members'd be procastinating at getting the appropriate things done, right? Go figure!

Well, I think I better stop here liao.. Maybe I really shld start hitting the books d!! *Actually, I know what my problem is -- I juz can't motivate myself enough to open the damn books!!

And becoz of my guai guai face, ppl think I've already started studying a lot ade!! [Huh? Crazy arr?] Wait! Dun judge a book by its cover okay?? =(*

Whatever...!

Gotta go! Ciao!

PS ~ Don't think my face is guai kia face? Leave a comment lo! lol. Btw, this post is super lousy leh... The ultimate crap available here! Yoohoo!

Lousy Sunday.. Wasted As Usual.

Aikz... Actually it wasn't really lousy. My sunday, I meant, in case you were wondering. Juz damn boring only.

Anyway, my morning was spent in usual laziness (well, it IS sunday ah..) juz lazing around doing god-knows what... And my afternoon was not really productive since I spent a good part at this "Medical Physics" talk.

Ok, to be honest this talk was quite okay, considering the scale of boringness *especially compared to the first two talks...* The talker was kinda funny (considering again the other 2 talks I attended) Anyway, I learnt a little I guess.. Only that after the session, I got "pening kepala" since I dun really like concentrating and listening to things that I only know a little... The talker only talked abt it generally ma. Din really go in depth, leading to us inti ppl getting a bit disconcerted & dazed. Aikz. Nvm la.

Only think dat da time could be better utilized paying of my sleeping debt [Walao! Still sleep not enuf meh? Recently, juz start studying then alwiz fall asleep almost a few minutes later.. Horliao lo! Textbooks are surely the next new lullaby! I'm going to patent it!! lol.]

Anyway, I dunno what I'm going to crap here wo... Lemme think & see..

AHA! I remembered something! Mmr leong was SO funny on friday!! He was talking abt atoms and all when a fren was asking a few funny but admitedly silly questions. So leong was juz blabbling a few answers to keep him happy... But to his embarassment & our immense amusement, he blabbled until dunno talk about what bio stuff la...

(I think he said something strange/wrong, which arr? Take your pick lo) and we gave him this "Huh?!" faces that he said: "Harr? Wrong arr?" and hid his chin behind a piece of paper... *IT WAS SO COMICAL, YOU KNOW!*

I dunno how to describe to you so that you readers would guffaw at this but I tell you it was priceless!! But I guess you juz gotta be there to know how damn funny was it!!

Ok, nothing much to say ade... Got nothing else to relate anyway. So I will get off the bandwagon here then! Tatz!

Frustration Not The Way To Go! Attitude The KEY!

Haih.. A bit lazy to blog... Coz too frustrated over Bio mini (Major la! Bluff ppl meh?) project... Totally have no idea how to do! *Dunno why I chose the hardest part for myself... Aikz..!*

Anyway, feeling a little better now coz ask fren in college how to write the part for discussion so now have a better inkling of how to go abt it.. but still! Why the lecturers always ALWIX give assignments when it is near tests? DAMN Crazy la! But I have complained abt this before so I won't go on & on...!

Anyway, I noticed that maybe it IS da Attitude that you faced life with that determines how your day will be... When I go to college with a smile on my face, everything juz seems better... But if I go with a moody-dun-bother-me-look, I will surely have a totally lousy day. I guess it's true then. Haha.. So maybe I ought to try to brighten myself up each morning. Not much of a chance seeing how sleepy I'm these days... *Sigh*

Hope that my trials will pass by quickly [Hope I do well too. My entry to the uni of my choice depends on this.. *crosses fingers*]

*Pe@c3* to the world... May our souls be happy..! (lol)

I'm So Angry...! :O

Some bloody guy is totally ruining my day! He's so damn annoying!!!

Do you know what he did?

He put spoilers (!!!) for Harry Potter & the Half-Blood Prince in his nickname for msn messenger! I feel like strangling him around his neck...

Damnit!!!!!! *&%^$#!@#!

There! I had make it PG-13! He put XX killed XX in his damn nick! *Ya, I know. I'm not that bad to spoil it for you Harry Potter fans out there... Of coz, you'd already know that someone important will die in book 6 la...*

My blood is boiling now... Reaching max point! I wouldn't mind it so much if it had been another book or that the spoilers were more minor! But this is major! Especially since the character is so important too..! Damn him... This hasn't been the first time d... So insenstive guy... :O

I gotta pour my feelings out or I'd burst...

He totally ruined book 6 for me!!!!

First time I ever regretted onlin-ing... Remind me to stay away from the internet the next time book 7 comes out, okay? Coz I'm not going to let anyone spoil it for me, ever! I'll shut myself in my room and read until I finish if that's what it takes!!

Stupid Stupid!! [Can you feel how angry I'm? Good. At least you understand.. Unlike someone I know, who totally broke the sacred code of honour for readers!

DAMN DAMN, can't seem to find any more swear words that would make my blog still PG-13.. Arggh!!]

Whatever. I'm signing off now. Too angry to write anymore... I totally hate jerks like him... ARRGGGHH!! T_T

Funny Mathz Class

Hmmm... Today, maths class was really funny! Mr Goh was nice enough to let us relax for a while since it's Friday and all, besides it's the last class for most ppl (Lucky them! I got icky LAN class summore... I really hate Msian Studies arr!!)

Anyway, the ppl in the front row were teasing a guy and a girl *They're trying to match-make them NOT according to their wishes and Mr Goh was joining in the fun too! Walao! Will refain from mentioning names here* Well, it's kinda complicated to explain here...so...as usual I won’t! Haha. And we're laughing and all... [I think I cricked my neck laughing too hard... Ouch!]

Anyway, the other funny thing was when Mr Goh was asking our opinion abt the Prom King & Prom Queen thingy. He wanted to know who was the popular choice apparently. Lolz. Well, there're currently 4 nominees for Prom Queen and 3 nominees for Prom King (to date) and he wanted to know whose chances were better. After asking our opinion, which we gave pretty "generously", he concluded that:

• For Prom King, the chances for a particular guy is like nil *Mainly due to the fact that he's so thick-skinned that he asked ppl to nominate him when ppl were reluctant to... Aikz! and also because his behaviour wasn't really what you'd call normal to start with. Dun shoot me! I'm just the messenger, ok? This were what my findings say la. From conversations with several ppl... Ah, I’m not prejudiced. This survey is complete and really comprehensive because I had included ppl of different social strata in it...lolz*

• The other guys were ok. I meant their chances. But Mr Goh said he sensed an imbalance in the forces (pardon the pun, I just couldn't resist...) --> meaning that we had a strong preference for a certain nominee.. Well, well...that's life...!

• And, for Prom Queen, Mr Goh said that he wasn't sure who'd win since we apparently did not have a strong preference for either of them... So true. I don't even know who to vote for myself. Must think it over. Give it some thought. Do these Prom Kings and Queens need any special qualities or talents? Hmmm... Anyone?

Well, I think Mr Goh was pretty "straightforward" abt his "findings" from the survey... Haha...we're laughing like hell, man. Anyway, he covered up by saying that we gotta give them credit for having the courage for entering. I guess that's true...hmmm.. I wonder if I would have the courage to enter if someone nominated me (ok, no one did... Don't rub it in my face la...lolz.) I'd totally have to think it over lo...Maybe not. Maybe yes. Ah, it doesn't matter anyway! Haha!

I really love the atmosphere in my maths class most of the time... except sometimes when exams are near, everyone is really quiet (coz really tired) and it gets a bit tense... But whatever...! Most of the time it is great! Yay!

Ok, that's all for now! I know that you maths Ex.2 students would like a lecturer like Mr Goh! I mean he teaches us probability by letting us play gambling games! [Refer previous post] How cool is that? Wow! Ciao!

PostScript: Harry Potter book no.6 is hitting bookstores tomorrow! I just can't wait to get my hands on the new book! *Whoop of joy!*

To lose myself in Harry's magical world again... Euphoria! It provides a realistic sense of escapism for most ppl, that's why adults like it so much too! Yup yup!

*Tired* but relieved! =D

Damn tired. Last night was quite late up finishing my phy assignment *The most difficult one of da year arr! Damnit...*

After I printed it out, to my horror, I found that it was wrong in one place in the calculations!! ARRGGHH!! One decimal place also can see wrongly until write 2 decimal places!! Crazy!! This caused me having to change quite a few parts of it... And it was so late and I didn't my chem homework yet... Must do or leela become crazy, I scared lo... *Too bad that out of 5 days, I hav 3 days is the 1st class... Meaning that her temper isn't so good early in the morning eh... Damnit... This so N0T fair eh!! Argghhh...*

And...and when I started printing it out, to my utter horror, I found out that it was terribly senget (slanted) to one side and I have to shift the whole damn report again... *Pulls hair* It was kinda difficult considering that I already specifically shifted some stuff to certain places...

Arrgghhh...and it was so late ade. And I din do my chem homework yet... Must do eh... Coz my first class today was Leela's arr. And since it's her 1st class too, dun wanna put her in a worse mood than the one she'd already in. Aikz. Now it's kinda scary during chem class. Actually I think she doesn't like our class. She treats other class way better than ours!! ~So Not Fair!!~ But I seem to be digressing ade... But I can do whatever I like with my blog... Haha... Yeah! =)

But whatever! It's all over now!! No MoRe PhY ReP0rT For The ReSt Of The YeAr!! Yayz!! No need to think abt it anymore... *Sigh of relief* Anyway, Leong is really demanding.... and a bit "yim chim" leh... (I think a bit is kinda like another understatement eh...lolz..)

Okie. Dun talk abt something that's in da past already... Aikz...

Anyway, I'm totally feeling better after a long-overdue nap... Haha...really awake now... Hope I dun fall asleep in class again tmr... especially in bio & chem....

Ways to sleep in chem class (without incuring her wrath la of coz...duh!):

• Turn your head in the opposite direction which she is facing... Better still, prop your head up wif ur hand.. Rmb to pretend that you're 'diligently' reading your textbook.

• Close your eyes & sleep in peace.

• However, you're not allowed to really fall asleep. I think the most also juz close eyes to rest only.

• After a few minutes, shift yourself a bit to make it known to her that you're not sleeping (Yeah, right..!)

• Better still, nod in the right places. A good way to show you're really listening. Haha.

• Do this a few times before waking yourself up completely and looking at what she is teaching.

• Then go back to the same routine.

• Repeat the whole process as many times as you like.

• It definitely works! I've tried it many times ade! Tested & proven true! [I already patented it lo! Lol...]

• And tell me ur opinion if it really works for you! haha... :P

• N0te: This only works effectively if you're in the front row and she seldom walks around..

I think I will end here... Nnothing much to write..coz nothing special happened ah...

Tatz! *Waves goodbye*

PS: I think my thoughts are a bit messy here... Juz consider it as me crapping it here lo... Aikz~!

~ Eng Eng Eng ~

Talk abt being on hiatus! I guess it's juz big talk la! Ha!

Well, I just sat for my eng assessment today.. I thought it was ok. Coz of one main reason--> there were like only 3 questions to choose from... So our choices are pretty narrowed down, rite? Anyway, I tot it was kinda like crapping (Note: If better, crap using bombastic words. lol.)

Anyway, "kind kind" ranjit was giving us hints here and there... Haha... The way he did was pretty funny. Lyd wanted to give question 1 for him to mark but he said: "No need la" and *Winks* in that funny pointedly look [Kinda like, eh you get the hint arr?] So da only question left was question 3 lo (Yay! It's totally easier than Q1) becoz he told us dat Q4 was too difficult so it won't come out now... Good lecturer horr? Haha...

Anyway, as moi was a lazy girl (Fell asleep last nite while studying... Becoming a normal occurence now! Ah! Once I take up my books, I go like ZzZzZ lo... Really bad eh! O.o) so I had to write my "sample answer" during eng class... Couldn't finish in time to let ranjit mark. So had to hurry to his office after class and asked him to grade it (Lyd asked me 2 asked, I din think of it actually. Hehe...)

Anyway, there we're standing in his very interesting office. He was marking Lyd's, Ejian's and mine's... So it took some time too..

Good, all the more time for us to look around! *Yaya, I know we very kaypo one la...Lolz* Anyway you could say his office had a personal touch la. A lot of papers and dunno what plastered on his walls...

Some were jokes [Actually a lot were jokes. Now we know where his inspiration for humour comes from..lol] and we were standing there laughing at the jokes. Damn funny too. I oso saw this photo that featured ranjit shaking Mother Teresa's hand! Wow!

And the most touching thing was we saw papers and emails of students thanking him on da walls... So touched! *Proves he's a good lecturer.. Yeah, I totally agree.. compared to the other one..!*

Anyway, the thing is that he's leaving in 3 weeks... OH NO!! We're really sad when we heard da news. Apparently he got this really good job ~i.e. higher pay la~ at dunno where (he refused to reveal yet... Aikz.) We wanted him to stay, even got a few ppl to pass a petition around *Wonders whether he got it yet or not* but if what my fren say is true, then I think it's not going to work out...

Apparently, he got this offer in May but he negotiated with his future employer that he's allowed to finish the syllabus for our class before going off!! ~SO ReSp0NsiBle~ Imagine if he had left us at May! Letting the other teacher teach?!

I'll die sooner!! ARGGHH!! [she took over 2 classes a few months ago and let me tell you it was a disaster!! =O Thk god it was for a few classes nia! *Sigh of relief* She doesn't teach. She SHOUTS!! My ears still hurts.. Remind me not 2 sit in the first row if she ever take over da classes after ranjit leaves.

I going to hate eng after this. Ranjit?? WHY? Why did you leave us to the clutches of her? I dun wan to fail my eng paper arr! Pls stay till da end of da year la!!!] but I know it's not going to work out already since I think he can't delay his job so long... What if he loses this good job? I'm not that selfish la. He must of coz do what's best for him and his family la... *Sobs*

The devil in moi: But not for us la...

Inner voice: Eh, he delayed for a few months ade... Good enough already la.. Be thankful he did not leave us in May & let us struggle for air...

The devil in moi: Ok ok lo! You win..

Whatever... That's life...

PS: Do you think I can get his email or what? I'd like to stay in touch eh... *Thinking*

Going Insane --> Hiatus

I totally have too much stuff to do so I'm juz going to make this short & sweet for ya'all, okay?

If you've read the post below, I believe you'd have a bead of sweat on your forehead *Of coz this is only true if you're in the same course as me la... Duh...*

Anyway, my fren told me that she considered it as a wake-up call (Glad to be of service. Haha...) to our course mates coz we juz are experts at procastinating... [Now, if only there was a job description that fits that, sign me up! Immediately!]

I still think my lecturers are crazy. But dun tell them dat *Dun wan to suffer their wrath lo... Yikes! scary! Juz imagine Leela on the warpath! Nightmares ah... Haha...*

Well, I guess I'll be on temporary hiatus until my trials (*faint*) are over... Maybe I'll post now and then *When I need to relax gua...aikz*

Well, nothing much happened today except that leela SO did not asked us questions (Cheers! I was so scared she was going to ask leh...) but I think she may be going to ask tmr eh... Arrgghh...

Whatever. Gotta do my mountainous load of homework liao!! *Refer previous post* Ciao!!

*Goodbye Kiss* lolz...

Hectic Lifestyle & Crazy Lecturers

My life has been a little hectic (understatement of the year! Ha!) lately due many factors. Don't believe me? Look at this crazy list:

Alert:- College mates, proceed with care! You've been warned. I'll not be responsible for any chest pain or any other ailments you get after reading this.

• The most difficult Physics assignment of the year! [Damnit!]

• Bio mini-project which I have no idea how to do at all. Nada. Zip. Zilch. [Shld had pay more attention in class... *Sigh*] I think this is a really difficult project la...

• A possible last Chem report which my frenz insist is non-existent at all. But I think I heard the lecturer saying there was one more... Well, let's juz hope that I'm wrong on this one...*1st time I hope that I hear wrongly during class...LoL*

• English Assessment to on 13/8 which I haven't studied for at all and have no idea whatsoever on what to study... Aikz! [Oops!]

• Trials which are drawing near and totally scaring the shit out if us since we'd neglected out studies for so long and now there's ton of stuff 2 study.. [Oh dear!]

• Malaysian studies or Moral assignment to pass up.... And my group hasn't done a single thing at all... [O.o]

• Notwithstanding the fact, they alwiz managed to squeeze our LAN finals in the middle of trials. And since I've been daydreaming in every class and not studying for mini-tests... I really dunno how I’m going to pass LAN oredi! [Shit!]

• Our lecturers always reminding us of trials *When we desperately hope we can find a moment's peace* and springing questions on suspecting people. Yeah, and scolding them when the ppl were a tad too late/slow in answering questions... [Yikes!]

• Homework piling on top of us until we cant breathe. Yeah, I'm typing this under a mountain of homework. Our lecturers expect us 2 finish the homework AND study... I dunno how it works for them but we only have 24 hours a day, you know! And I've been seriously lacking sleep lately... [ZzZzZ]

WHY AM I SUCH A PROCASTINATOR? WHY??

I guess you guys believe me now... Life is so Crazy!

But since we only live once, we should live it to the fullest, right? But by fullest, I dun think he means busiest, you know... Aikz... Ironic!

Deadlines Are The Bane of My Existence..!

Deadlines! :T

My most unfavourite word in my dictionary after "jerks" and "pyschos"... and... maybe a few more well-chosen ones. Won't list them down here coz dun wanna be censored by the super strict censorship board of Msia...! lol.

Neways, nothing much except that I've many deadlines chasing me... Like phy assignment, the last one for the whole year! Thk god! =) But this is the most difficult of all! =( Sigh.

And I think got another chem report besides the current one...! Really! Many assignments never seem to finish! Ish. They just keep mounting up one another. What a life! I think shitty and damn boring are good adjectives for it...

Anyway, don't wanna talk about that ade.. Sien la..

I think we gotta ask the college management to look into repairing da roofs. You know why? Coz when I was waiting for my ride home today, standing in the corridor.

This guy in my course was standing at the corner of the porch. I glanced over *Coz bored ma. Nothing better to do* when suddenly a roof tile came falling down!!

And it juz missed the guy by a few inches!! OMG!! Imagine if that thing had hit his head!!Going to hav a lot of blood lo. Maybe need to go to hosp summore lo... Considering how hard those roof tiles were. Aikz, he tot they were pieces of a flowerpot at first. A bit blur. Maybe dazed. lol... :P

Anyway, I wanted to call out to him but failed becoz:

• I didn't know his name and couldn't think of what to call him at the moment. Yeah, stupid me. But I can't call him "Eh, eh, move away! Got tile falling down ade!!" without being rude ma.. lol.

• My reflexes are super slow wat. Aikz... =P

A fren say he should go home to pray to his ancestors or whatever to thank them for their protection. lol.

Omg.

I'm SO not going to stand outside the parameters of the porch ever again I don't need a scar like Harry Potter, thank you very much... Haha.

Btw, the 6th book of the Harry Potter series is coming out next week! Can't wait! Yayz!

Okie, this is it! I got only 3 more words to write---> PoSt EnDs HeRe...!!

Addiction Is A 9-Letter Word *Pun Intended*

No no... Don't get the wrong picture. I'm certainly not doing drugs.

Why do something that wastes your money and in the process, bring about your premature death?! No way!

Uh-uh... *Shakes head vigorously*

Anyway, that isn't really my main issue today. Actually, the addiction I'm referring to is my total out of control addiction (Of coz it's out of control! Why else would they call it addiction?!) to the internet!! Damnit! Oh dear!

Do you know how much my internet bill costed last month? Over RM 70, ya know... That's not much until you consider the fact that my streamxy is only supposed to be RM 44 for 60 hours a month... *Well, that's like totally not enuf if you ask me*

I had overspent it like almost double the cost! Shit! [Ok ok, I don't claim all the credit. My bro had his share in the overspending too. Actually, I'm guilty of his addiction too... Opps!] but the good thing about this was that it totally convinced my dad we need to upgrade to the RM 66 streamxy package since we have about 3 regular users.

Yeah, 3 children...

Robot voice: Parents, do not go near it. I repeat, parents, do not go near it. Computer may explode from misuse. Whatever, juz crapping in here. lol.)

Yayz! That means more online time for me and my bro (Younger sis too, but she doesn't use it except for searching pics of her fav artises) AND.... that means the more addicted I'm going to get. Oh dear, doesn't sound great...*sigh* Must exert control...!

But I'm totally on the losing side since now I'm online blogging neways. Whatever. Apparently, my fren likes reading my blog... *Head inflates. lol* Feel flattered that some ppl find my blog an interesting read. Of coz in my opinion, I find it so-so only *Cough cough* =P

Well, dunno why I feel kinda down/disillusioned recently. I mean everything seems to be going well, isn't it? [Ok, let's not talk abt trials...but it's still in the future la..] Do you think it could be stress? I mean, after taking this course, I don't have any time for myself anymore...! :(

Haih. Last time in high sch, I could find time to read my fav books... (I used to be an avid reader. Note: used being the imp word here) I mean, when spm was drawing near, I still have time to indulge myself for personal pleasure. [Hey, hey, don't think dirty harr! This is a site free from porn. Thk god..! lol.]

I hope that I'd be able to find the reason for me being down in the dumps... SOON! Or I'm going crazy 1st... [Sign me up for an asylum pls! Better make sure it's a 1st class one har. Hehe...]

Well, going to sign off liao. Coz nothing special to write oredi...but before I go, anyone who's a regular reader of my blog, could you do me a little favour?

Mind giving me a shoutout (i.e a comment for those not in the know...)? Please do it to humour me... Thx! Love you guys!! *Blowing Air Kisses*

Okay, ciao guys! Moi got homework to catch up with! Ha! As If!!

PS--> Comment in the link below *Can't you see it or are you sight impaired? If u are the latter, I advise you not to use the pc, coz it can be very dangerous for you.* OR use the chatterbox on the RHS... Can u see it? Come on, you can...! If others can do it, why not you? Hehe...! =D

Help needed...

Something is very wrong with my email account... Oh dear!

Yahoo keeps sending these funny emails that tell me that my password has been changed (which I certainly didn't authorized) and later, the emails even say that my account has been used to send a large amount of "unsolicited of spam"!!

What the Hell?! What is happening? Is some damn bastard hacking into my account?? Shit! I cant even find help thru the Yahoo Help! since it keeps giving me answers based on the words in my question... Ish!! ARGGHH!!

And now the last straw! Iit sent me an email saying that my account has been suspended!!! *But strangely I have been able to use it* Juz now I tried sending an email to a few ppl and it was working!!

So I was wondering whether it was because of some damn hacker!! Why hack into my account? I dun use it maliciously... Ish!

But I guess the "why me?" question is stupid...

Whatever! Anyone who knows what to do, pls reply me here!! Thx a lot!! I'm so frazzled... Argghh! HELP NEEDED!! =(

Stupid MS test!

Well. A normal day. Except that I was totally hating my Malaysian Studies test...!

ARGGHH!! Of coz you'd know why I hate it... *Beside the obvious fact that it's damn boring..* Coz I didn't study for it!! We're supposed to study from half of Chap 1 to Chap 7... Didya know how much moi studied? Until half of Chap 2 only... Shit! I know why I can't study it ade... Coz I can't study something I find terribly boring. :(

I only studied so little coz I fell asleep a few times at nite, trying to cram this junk into my mind. But thank god the lecturer was a lazy teacher *Opps! Shldn't have said that...!* She only sets 2 papers a year [I secretly thinks that she uses the same papers every year...but who knows?]

Anyway, the thing is that those papers were oredi given out to other courses...so... The easy way out (which everyone took) was to get the papers & study beforehand lo... Really! No kidding..

Since yesterday's class was the engineering paper... Today we got only one choice lo! That was the AUP/TAFE paper lo! The only good thing about having friday classes was that we did not have to get both papers.. We're left one only... Haha.

And so we memorised lo... Actually most ppl juz take papers in... and copy... [Yeah, I know the teacher is blind...for our own good...lol...] but I did memorised the whole damn thing... You know juz to give her face and I won't feel so guilty... *Yeah, I know I'm an angel... Haha*

But I did bring my frenz' notes in [I'm so lazy to even find the answers... Whatever..] in case I forgot anything imp...and hell did I forget...and coz I'm not a hardened criminal (Of coz la! What did you think?!), I was kinda nervous doing stuff like this. My high school was so strict that copying is kinda like asking for suicide...lol.

But I managed in the end. Sure got a lot of new experiences in college! Ha! *Didn't imagine it was this kind of experience though..lol.* But let me clarify: I managed to rmb most of it by myself... Only peeped at my paper a few times... *Shrugs* Who the heck cares?

So that's that... Tatz!

*LOVE EVEYONE & EVERYONE WILL LOVE U*

PS: I got 99 for my mathz 3 unitz!! Exhilarated!! I couldn't believe my eyes at first when the lecturer thrusted da paper into my hands... You see, the paper was damn hard [Refer to past post] And I couldn't prove a stupid question... So I decided to might as well simply do it... If correct then good... But I didn't really believe it could be correct but it was!!!!

And I din believe I could do ALL the questions correctly!! Yeah, I know I'm careless when it comes to mathz... Anyway, I'm so happy! At least doing all my homework paid off~Finally! Btw, I lost that stupid mark coz I used a wrong symbol... Aikz. But I'm contented ade... Yayz!! :D