It's ironically funny how I used to be such a cynic, and now I find myself appalled at the naivety within myself.
Really, at this stage of my life, I shouldn't be so surprised anymore at things like this. I thought I knew how things work, at least the big picture concept of it. But sometimes, hope gives rise to unnecessary idealistic thoughts.
I can see why people keep their heart guarded by imaginary walls. Just because it is such a dark scary world out there, and the best thing you can do is to protect your heart from getting hurt.
I know, I said before, I would like to be honest with people, with a true self as I can muster. That I do believe in, cause if you never let anybody into your heart at all, what's the meaning of living then?
But sometimes, you have to take a step back and think - is this person worth it? - before opening your heart to people.
Cause there are just too many people out there who are not worth it at all.