Dunno why, don't feel good today, especially after the numerous Pathology labs today.
Felt kinda lethargic and went back and slept for more than 2 hours. And you know I normally don't do afternoon naps if I can help it. I didn't even felt like going out for dinner, so just cooked smtg simple.
I was kinda demoralized after the patho labs... coz the lecturers were asking so many things. And now only I finally come to the realization that I cannot remember so many things! *starts panicking and hyperventilating*
Maybe this is the wake up call I've been waiting for? I hope it motivates me instead of demoralizing me.
I dunno how am I gonna go thru the next month. With nothing on my mind but studying? I prefer if someone wud kindly shoot me.
Okay, fine, that was just crap. But seriously, I don't look forward to studying all the time for 4 more weeks.
I better buck up... coz really don't wanna fail as this exam is super important! I don't want to let my family down either. And I really wanna be a good doctor.
Right, enough crapping and back to burying my head among the notes.
PS: I need your support and encouragement now. But you're not here now. But I know you're giving me mental strength from afar. =)
PPS: KKB posting next monday till thursday. I'm grateful that I got the shorter, no-need-to spend-weekend-grp. But I kinda dislike the environment there which is either rainy or super hot. And that'd be yet another few days wasted which I don't think I can do any productive studying. *sigh*