Sunday, July 05, 2009

Paying The Price

I realise that I have gotta live with my mistakes.

But... isn't it such a heavy price to pay for something that I've decided on a whim?

Well, let this be a lesson to myself. To think through things, especially important decisions throughly in the future - weighing all the pros and cons.

Yeah.

Now? I just gotta work with what I have now. I know I can do it. I can survive.

And wait patiently for the day that I can make a new decision. To live life the way I want it to be.

2 comments:

Titus said...

always remember, the current life you have now was the one you wanted last time. So waiting for the chance to change your life again does not guarantee a happier you in the future.

I wouldn't take it as a mistake, more of a path that I've taken but yet to discover the significance of it =)

Zzzyun said...

hey... you certainly have become quite philosophical eh!!

haha but yeah there is some truth in what you say. :) but just wanna tell you that the current life did not fit what i imagined it to be. hence the disillusion.

but yeah...maybe like what you said, i might not have yet discover the significance of it :)