I find it ironic that you came to us for advice.
Ironic because we can't handle our own similar problems as well. So what right do we have to dish out advice to you?
If there is any useful advice available, I would like to be the first to know.
In my opinion, any advice given to others but not practiced by oneself is just that - crap.
Coz as of now...altho it might not look like it, but I still struggle to accept the fact in its whole totality.
I might look like I'm strong, able to readily tackle any stray emotions that come my way.
But I'm not.
But I hope to have the strength to face it one day.