Thursday, September 25, 2008


Anger. Righteousness. Surreal. Understanding. Overwhelming. Guilt. And lots of other undescribable emotions.

Today in an accidental incident, all the cards have been laid open. All the dirt that has accumulated over the years has been scraped and dished out.

One of the thorns that had been in my heart for a long time has been slowly eased out. The wound is still there, to show that it really did happened but I think...the pain is less now.

I had a relevation. You might not be good at showing how you feel, but that doesn't mean you do not care. You are not always right neither are you always patient, but that doesn't mean I should be that way too.

I need to be look at the bigger picture more. I need to be more mature. More tolerant. More patient in handling people despite how unreasonable they can be.

Can I do it? I dunno but I will try.


Anonymous said...

Who is this about?
Your mother?

Zzzyun said...

hi anon. sorry, since u commented anonymously, and this is a personal post, i believe i have the right to not answer your Q.

if u are close to me in real life, u can come and ask me if u like. i might tell you.