Suddenly felt rather emo after the last post. Coz i read something I didn't like while looking for the phrase for the last post. All these emotions welding up inside, screaming to be let out into the open... [One of the reasons I blog, it allows me my own not-so-private ranting space..]
Somehow I can't shake off the dark shadow that haunts your very existence into my life. I tot I've conquered it, but alas, it was not to be. :T I'm not as strong as I tot myself to be. *sigh*
Sometimes I just feel like shrugging the whole thing off, you know? To pretend that it was nothing but a fluke... :( Just a coincidence. Nothing more...
Maybe I can live better after this, who knows. I'm good at giving things up anyway. -_- At least my mind will be at peace then. [Why do some ppl seemed to be able to progress thru it oh-so-naturally? Bah!]
Ah, I'm insecure. Maybe I'm really not ready. Too immature. Too selfish. Sorry, I guess I'm just too good at blogging ugly truths. :(
You know what, I really dunno what I want. Fool I am. :T
PS: Vague I know. That's how I am when I blog emotionally. *sigh*